Alright, i know this is really long and noone will take the time to read my bullshit drama. But Jessica sent me this Stupid e-mail last night, posted below is her e-mail to me, and then below that is my respnses to her bullshit.
Enjoi!
I don't know how to start so I'll just start. I don't want you to think that during the time we were together was all bad. I had a lot of fun with you. I miss you sometimes, and even Opal if that makes any sense. Especially meowing with you and acting silly.
Sometimes I think I made a big mistake and other times I think I did the right thing. That's how messed up I've been...I can't make up my mind about anything. I just want you to know that I didn't use breaking up as a weapon. I just felt that there are a lot of differences between us. A) I don't like doing drugs other than smoking and drinking. And I felt like you didn't like that about me. B) You care too much about appearances and one reason I didn't want to introduce you to my friends is because I thought you would be rude to them and I care about my friends even if they're not the coolest or hippest people. C) I really hated when you got drunk and drove. D) Sometimes you would say things that would hurt my feelings. Which yeah, it was my fault for not tellling you when it bothered me, but I still felt like you could have been more sensitive.
Anyway, I wanted to clear things up by writing this to you. It's not my intention to try to get back with you right now because 1) i doubt you would anyway and 2) it wouldn't be fair to put you through it again when i'm so indecisive. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm trying to salvage a friendship at the least even though you probably don't want to be my friend right now.....or who knows if you ever will. But I just don't want you to think that I don't care about you because I do. There's just so many reasons why we shouldn't be together.
If after you read this, you want to tell me to fuck off then so be it. I'll leave you alone. I just had to tell you all of this for my sake. I hope you understand.
My response to this e-mail, and i would like you to note, how good I sound in it. She is a college graduate. I've graduated high school, and got a job.
A slight correction.
There are so many reasons why I should not be with you.
Here are my responses to each of your excuses for your own lack of effort in what could have been an otherwise good relationship.
A) I don't like doing drugs other than smoking and drinking. And I felt like you didn't like that about me.
AR) If you felt that way you should have told me, and anyway its bullshit, i complained about it like twice. So what, i love drugs, I have plenty of other friends who love drugs too, i don't have to do that with you, and most of what I do is drink.B) You care too much about appearances and one reason I didn't want to introduce you to my friends is because I thought you would be rude to them and I care about my friends even if they're not the coolest or hippest people
.BR) Once again, you should've fucking told me that! I would never have been rude to your friends, and what would make you think that anyway. If you don't like the way i look, or the way I care about the way i look, then get lost. But I'm pretty sure you enjoyed it when you were around. i think initially its probably what attracted you to me.
C) I really hated when you got drunk and drove. CR) Which is why we brought your bike over here anyway, obviously I tried to correct that problem. Do you think I liked risking going to jail to drive you around? Its not like you couldn't have voulunteered to drive.Since I'm not going out with you, I ride my bike everywhere again.END OF STORY. Your fault
D) Sometimes you would say things that would hurt my feelings. Which yeah, it was my fault for not tellling you when it bothered me, but I still felt like you could have been more sensitive.
DR) This doesn't even make since. Yeah it is completely your fault for not saying anything. Maybe you FELT like I could've been more sensitive, and maybe you WANTED me to be more sensitive. But I had no way of knowing I was not being sensitive enough.
As far as everything else you wrote in this to me,
"1) i doubt you would anyway and 2) it wouldn't be fair to put you through it again when i'm so indecisive."
1) you're right 2) doesn't matter, not a chance
But while we are on the topic of indecisive. I don't want to be your friend. I won't be mean to you, or punch you in the face. i won't be mean to your friends. As much as I liked you and loved hanging out with you, i do not want to be your friend. You are so mixed up that I just don't have time for it. I've had friends like this before, and what i've found is that I don't have the patience, and I certainly don't have the temperment to deal with these kinds of people.
And no, I don't understand, i don't think I ever will. The only thing i can figure is that I grew up a little faster.
Thats not all, i'm all moved into my new place and they left the internet on! woot!
I went out last night but didn't have a lot of fun, i watched my ex clean some girls teeth all night with his tounge.
Then I came home and had nightmares all night about him and his new girl, which is weird, because I thought I was over that. Guess not.
The moral of the story is, if you find someone you really like don't cheat on them.
I need some love.
Enjoi!
I don't know how to start so I'll just start. I don't want you to think that during the time we were together was all bad. I had a lot of fun with you. I miss you sometimes, and even Opal if that makes any sense. Especially meowing with you and acting silly.
Sometimes I think I made a big mistake and other times I think I did the right thing. That's how messed up I've been...I can't make up my mind about anything. I just want you to know that I didn't use breaking up as a weapon. I just felt that there are a lot of differences between us. A) I don't like doing drugs other than smoking and drinking. And I felt like you didn't like that about me. B) You care too much about appearances and one reason I didn't want to introduce you to my friends is because I thought you would be rude to them and I care about my friends even if they're not the coolest or hippest people. C) I really hated when you got drunk and drove. D) Sometimes you would say things that would hurt my feelings. Which yeah, it was my fault for not tellling you when it bothered me, but I still felt like you could have been more sensitive.
Anyway, I wanted to clear things up by writing this to you. It's not my intention to try to get back with you right now because 1) i doubt you would anyway and 2) it wouldn't be fair to put you through it again when i'm so indecisive. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm trying to salvage a friendship at the least even though you probably don't want to be my friend right now.....or who knows if you ever will. But I just don't want you to think that I don't care about you because I do. There's just so many reasons why we shouldn't be together.
If after you read this, you want to tell me to fuck off then so be it. I'll leave you alone. I just had to tell you all of this for my sake. I hope you understand.
My response to this e-mail, and i would like you to note, how good I sound in it. She is a college graduate. I've graduated high school, and got a job.
A slight correction.
There are so many reasons why I should not be with you.
Here are my responses to each of your excuses for your own lack of effort in what could have been an otherwise good relationship.
A) I don't like doing drugs other than smoking and drinking. And I felt like you didn't like that about me.
AR) If you felt that way you should have told me, and anyway its bullshit, i complained about it like twice. So what, i love drugs, I have plenty of other friends who love drugs too, i don't have to do that with you, and most of what I do is drink.B) You care too much about appearances and one reason I didn't want to introduce you to my friends is because I thought you would be rude to them and I care about my friends even if they're not the coolest or hippest people
.BR) Once again, you should've fucking told me that! I would never have been rude to your friends, and what would make you think that anyway. If you don't like the way i look, or the way I care about the way i look, then get lost. But I'm pretty sure you enjoyed it when you were around. i think initially its probably what attracted you to me.
C) I really hated when you got drunk and drove. CR) Which is why we brought your bike over here anyway, obviously I tried to correct that problem. Do you think I liked risking going to jail to drive you around? Its not like you couldn't have voulunteered to drive.Since I'm not going out with you, I ride my bike everywhere again.END OF STORY. Your fault
D) Sometimes you would say things that would hurt my feelings. Which yeah, it was my fault for not tellling you when it bothered me, but I still felt like you could have been more sensitive.
DR) This doesn't even make since. Yeah it is completely your fault for not saying anything. Maybe you FELT like I could've been more sensitive, and maybe you WANTED me to be more sensitive. But I had no way of knowing I was not being sensitive enough.
As far as everything else you wrote in this to me,
"1) i doubt you would anyway and 2) it wouldn't be fair to put you through it again when i'm so indecisive."
1) you're right 2) doesn't matter, not a chance
But while we are on the topic of indecisive. I don't want to be your friend. I won't be mean to you, or punch you in the face. i won't be mean to your friends. As much as I liked you and loved hanging out with you, i do not want to be your friend. You are so mixed up that I just don't have time for it. I've had friends like this before, and what i've found is that I don't have the patience, and I certainly don't have the temperment to deal with these kinds of people.
And no, I don't understand, i don't think I ever will. The only thing i can figure is that I grew up a little faster.
Thats not all, i'm all moved into my new place and they left the internet on! woot!
I went out last night but didn't have a lot of fun, i watched my ex clean some girls teeth all night with his tounge.
Then I came home and had nightmares all night about him and his new girl, which is weird, because I thought I was over that. Guess not.
The moral of the story is, if you find someone you really like don't cheat on them.
I need some love.
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is that a photo of your butt i see, its very nice.