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Whaaaa!
I'm throwing a pity party if anyone wants to come they're invted, its pretty selfish though and you won't get a word in. But you can watch me boo hoo like a baby and kick my legs in frustration.
I had a fight with jessica, then when that was over she fought with me again today. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I feel like I'm being the way I've always been. But maybe now that things have loosened up shes seeing things she didn't before.
I guess I've always been sirt of a lush, and I think she hates it. She says she doesn't care if I get fucked up, but I think its a front.
I don't know mostly I think she gets irritated and then doesn't say anything untill shes gotten really pissy about it.







And then I uploaded all the photos we took last night, and I look so fat!
I know thats not a reason to be a big silly cry baby, but I look at it as a cherry on top.
My girlfriend and I are fighting, and i just realized I'm fat!