I havent gone to a lot of my important classes all week. I haven't been feeling very good lately, not like sick just not motivated. I have to go to Owensboro and help clean out a lot of my grandmothers things this weekend. I don't want to do it. I need money badly. Colby is going to call me today to talk to me about...
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vim:
yer HIRED!!!
Well I gave in today, i ate a cheese burger, only I could only eat half of it because I felt so guilty. I will work it off, and I wont eat anything else today. Blah I am a failure.
walkallover:
Cheese burgers are good! I eat em all the time. Dont get too caught up with image. Besides the pictures I have seen are hot! I wouldnt be in a rush to change that body of yours
trying to get stuff done today, last night I was uber stoned and I layed in bed thinking to myself. I was thinking about moving to louisville and losing weight, and starting my community service. If I expect to move to louisville then I am going to have to get the community service done. If I expect to move to louisville I need to get...
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cindarrr:
yeah I know, but I can't get anyone to actually commit to going, they say they will but always find a reason not to. If I am going to do it, it looks like I will have to get used to doing it myself. I talked to a friend today, he encouraged me, I will go back tomm or even tonight maybe, it depends I have homework.
t42unme:
Baby, you have to budget time and you have to ease into it. Set realistic goals and make em short if you want but continue to go. If you don't go at all you'll not even come close to your goals. Fuck what other people think. I work out at the YMCA cause I aint there (like a Bally's) for a fashion show. Screw makeup or style. Get in your zone and some good music, crank it and let it move you. Your body is your temple. Treat it with respect and feed it the challenges your mind and body really crave. Once you get this routine you'll see both physically and mentally. Your body will reward your efforts and you'll notice within 60 days if you go minimally 3 days a week. That's about 6 hours out of your week as a gift to yourself. Love yourself that's okay!! xo
"I need time" he says
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
knine:
that means he ist able to say what he feels, its a copout. Just my oppinion 
t42unme:
It means he checked out and is probably gone. Even if you regroup there is the strong possiblity he will bolt at the first thing that sets him off.
Well that totally blew. I had a great time with Colby on Friday, we hung out watched T.V., had sex, drank a few glasses of wine, took a bath together, had sex in the tub, acted really silly and had a great time, i thought things were falling together nicely. Decided to stay an exstra night, picked him up from work, said he felt sick...
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t42unme:
I hear more and more of these tales on this site. Why do most of you ladies hang out with such assholes?? Get rid of him. 
Going to go to Louisville tommorow to see Colby, the worlds largest Metrosexual. He has been exstremely sweet lately, i am hoping it will last. I found out that virtually all of hi friends hate me. Its a sad thing. I am debating if I can go with out sex for five days a week or longer, untill I can see him again on the...
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discusstin:
whats a metrosexual? does he take on entire metropolitan areas at once?
good luck
good luck
So me and Josh hung out, yeah we had sex too. Another bad move, I don't know what to say. Well, maybe it won't happen again. It can't happen again anyway i suppose, Colby and I are doing pretty well, he is being super nice to me now. It makes me giggle when he calls. I want to go see him this weekend, but I...
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mikefool:
hmmmm...
well i just saw your pics.. I let you be a SG girl
but I really have no say..
sorry
well i just saw your pics.. I let you be a SG girl
but I really have no say..
sorry
walkallover:
wait... you are headed to my home town or yours??? Any way, sorry to hear about the drama but I am sure you are gunna be able to deal with it. Throw back a few cold ones for me, just as long as you wont be driving 
So I was asked to apply to this other suicidegirl-esk site and I got accepted, it doesn't pay quite as much but they want me now! I'm sort of excited but also afraid to leave my dreams of being on SG. I think I will go ahead and do this and just try again to be on SG anyway. The girld on the new site...
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walkallover:
Congratulations on getting accepted!!! Any site (or person or person for that matter) is lucky to have you posing for them!! Just let us know when the photos go up so I can sneak a peek...
walkallover:
hey if you are ever bored my IM is sfopp
First day of classes. pretty good pretty good. the line up of boys doesn't look so good, maybe I shouldn't be so picky, or maybe I shouldn't be crazy over someone else. Jeeze, I haven't even tried to have real feelings for anyone in such a long time, its taken this long to find anyone I have even the least bit in common with. Blah...
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cindarrr:
awwwe thanks
walkallover:
makeoutclub.com that place was the shit!! maybe I have to dust off my old screen name and white belt
Oh wow its really racing downhill now. Went to the party last night, the Rachel girl did show up, she was all over Josh for a while which I ignored, while steaming on the inside, I promised him I wouldn't be a freak and I couldn't break that promise. I kept my mouth shut the whole night, while getting drunker and drunker I wase plotting...
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emperor_tane:
Yes, I agree with t42unme.
I saw signs of his true colors earlier on. Like the time you were sick in the dorm, and instead of taking care of you, he was at his old girlfriends house, and she is constantly at his house, and he wanting to be with that chick from his work, and now this... bah! You don't need him.
There is a steady line of boys at college. Just take your pick.
Tane
I saw signs of his true colors earlier on. Like the time you were sick in the dorm, and instead of taking care of you, he was at his old girlfriends house, and she is constantly at his house, and he wanting to be with that chick from his work, and now this... bah! You don't need him.
There is a steady line of boys at college. Just take your pick.
Tane
walkallover:
I'm in San Francisco right now. Its my home town, I am kinda here for work but I am also making plenty of time for fun 
dont know what that face is all about but I thought it was cool. thats basically the scoop on that oh and a roommate update... things are rad lots of smooching going on and not a whole lot of drama. We are trying to keep it secret from the rest of the house to avoid all the i told you so's but I think the cat is out of the bag
dont know what that face is all about but I thought it was cool. thats basically the scoop on that oh and a roommate update... things are rad lots of smooching going on and not a whole lot of drama. We are trying to keep it secret from the rest of the house to avoid all the i told you so's but I think the cat is out of the bagDon't talk to people when you are drunk and emotional, you will make a fool of yourself. I called Josh last night when I was both, (drinking with family after going to visitation) I called him and he said that mary and rachel and shaz were over, and i said jokingly, "is rachel still trying to get into your pants?" I don't know what made...
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t42unme:
You are the only one who can control your destination. Take ownership and take on the world!!
xo Taylor
xo Taylor
I t hasn't really started to sink in that I have lost my grnadmother till tonight, went to the funeral hom etonigh for visitation, its amazing how shallow people are, not sure why I feel that way. She meant so much to me. I want her back. I can't believe my grandmother is gone. I am drunk along with my brother father and one cousin....
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tadzi:
im sorry babe. wish i could do anything to help. get yourself lots of hugs. im sure they will be available