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why dont you call him?

I did call, let a message cause he didnt answer. I dont want to push it by calling twice in a day.

I have to admit I was pretty close to paying to get you back on this site myself... glad it didnt have to come to that and I am glad that you are back. I do think its silly that you have to pay to be on here though, I think you need that official SG symbol next to your pics.
Sounds like work is getting better! Thats rad! I am just glad that you dont work near me as I am sure I would probably spend my savings rather quickly down at the club.
I never thought about there being a physical reason why you would hurt when you get your heart broken, thats kinda interesting to find out. I think your home remedy of weed and tubin' will probably help. It sounds like everything else is finally starting to go well for you try and focus on that these days... anyway glad to see you are back on here!

Hi
Yeah, I can relate (to an extent anyway) I sell pictures in dance clubs & it always nice when thier buy'n what your sellin' cause pay'n your rent is cool

Yeah its a prett crappy situation. I think we both have to be careful not to be taken advantage of. I know emotionally I am carrying the team and I am sure you are too but be careful not to put yourself into too much debt if you arent getting anything in return... ha easy for me to say, I'd probably do the same exact thing you are doing. Sometimes it helps to look at it from the outside.
Thanks for droping me a note and thanks for the tips!
good luck

that is a shitty situation. how long have you known this guy for, and how long has he been resisting your advances?

sorry to hear about your misfortunes. I hope you make some money soon. I was just in Ky last month. other than the take over, is everything else ok?

hey so I just logged on to write to you and let you know I missed hearing from you. I am sorry to hear that things are getting hard. I know money is important but its not the most important thing in life. Anyway, I know you and I arent best friends or anything but you always seemed to say the right thing to me at the right time. I really appreciate it. I hope things work out for you and I know this might seem cheesy but there are people out there that think about you and hope things work out. Anyway I got to run just know that there are people out there that have you back.

Apologies for my incorrect assumptions.

AND YET ANOTHER NEW RANT THIS WEEK IN MY JOURNAL..... LIKE EVERY OTHER WEEK!!! IT'S ALL CRAP! TASTY!

Sounds like you are having a good time living the double life with the two jobs, way to make it work! you dont have to be in a rough situation with someone that isnt treating you well, especially if you are supporting them. There are people in the world that will give you what you need without making you feel bad.

Rock on with Snoopy Come Home. Quality film. Don't trust anyone who can't get behind that film.

Thats so rad! you must get paid awefully well considering how sexy you are! glad to hear things are looking up

I'd be glad to watch you work.
We've got a lot in common. Though that helps, that's not the only reason.

I read your last entry as well and I can say this: I have known a few girls that have gone into strippin, and I have even dated a couple. You can still have a completely normal existance if you dont let yourself get caught up in the inherent drama of that business. That and don't become a alcoholic.

You said it right though, it is about being nice more than anything, at least it is for me. It all depends on the person, but guys aren't going to necessarily not respect you. The good ones will know its just a job, so long as you treat it like one.

Congrats on a good night. You are quite good-lookin and would definitely give you lots of money if you were here or I there.

[Edited on Apr 29, 2004 11:29AM]

HI dollface
  hooray for boobies !

Go for it girl! With a body like that you would make a killing.
Don't worry about the relationship thing. As a guy I would have no problem being with you or someone that strip as long and you give me a show when you get home.
I would love to be the first to see you.
Have fun and shake that bun.

What's that hose doin stickin outta your dudes pants - that could hurt someone!

We all get busy that's okay. Readdress and look at your goals sheet (yeah, you shlould write them down) every morning. It becomes more of a priority everyday. The sooner you start the sooner you reach your goals.
xo xo xo

Hey! So great that things are going better for you!!! Things are starting to take shape out here as well. Who's getting married??? I guess if you are talking about us getting hitched lets make it... um... well hows tomorrow for you? Then we can start the honeymoon!!! Sweet! Anyway I am so glad that you are doing well!

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