cimorene

sooooo i randomly took a test the other day, and it told me some of my eating habits resemble those of an annorexic, but considering my weight ('cause, i'm like, wicked fat) it said i am not.
now, i know i am not an annorexic. but i think it is horrible that this test just dismissed the possibility because of weight. i am not asking for an eating disorder here, but i am thinking of those girls who maybe are really skinny but weigh more than they look 'cause they have big muscles or all fat and no muscle or whatever...if that makes sense??
these girls could be serious annorexics, and, because they don't weigh like 90 pounds, they aren't technically one...at least that is what the test was implying.
i have wondered in the recent past about the possibilty of whether or not i have an eating disorder. i am often extremely hungry, then eat literally one or two bites, and, while i am not full, i'm just not hungry and don't want to eat anymore. but i know this stems somehow from when i was very ill as a child, my doc. told me so...
alright i had a point...but the last paragraph confused me. lol.
i guess...everything shouldn't be dismissed because of the number on the scale. nor should this test be claiming to give a definite yes or no answer...blah.
ok.

decided to change my alias.
oh. and i am becoming a vegan. well, right now, just for a month. to see if i can handle it.
mmmyup.