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cillyphreak

Cleveland/Willoughby, OH

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Posted this to my IG

Sep 24, 2021
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Getting a little personal . I normally don't post pictures like this. I normally keep to myself unless you actually know me on FB . So some of you know I struggle a lot in life with mental health issues .


Yesterday was the first day I ran for 20 mins in my 40 to 50 min power walk in over 4 months. I've been eating really shitty and relaxing on the running. I put on a few pounds not much but for a person that has always battled with self image problems and weight issues since a kid. It's a pretty big deal. This alone could completely destroy my mental health .


I've been off since February. Everything from the mild depression , anxieties and other mental hardships I live with. I also blame the damn full moon lol.


I will be adjusting my eating starting tonight once I can go shopping and start to Meal plan. It's time to take accountability in life again and take this journey of life back on track .


Have to remember what affects my life also affects my art and I want to push forward harder with my art.


Thanks to everyone that has been supportive in the past few years .

rare:
Looking great hun 🥰
Nov 29, 2021

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