cikpup

so again it is late night (not extremely late for you night owls, but late enough where getting up early will be a chore) and i find myself seraching these corners of suicide girls for a girl, which is the main reason i joined SG. i figured it would be a good platform for meeting people of the same mindset. i love looking at peoples profiles and seeing what artists or authors interest them, so i can expose myself to new things. again the point of joining SG. i mean i love the girls. they are the ideal of what i want to be with. i really enjoy being out with someone who is totally unashamed. i love that they evoke something from complete strangers. not like when someone is being a complete asshole in public and getting noticed, cause when you cut your hair, or color it or tattoo yourself you are not affecting other people. they are letting you affect them. bottom line, i think i have yet to find out the real potential of this site. i have only been active on it for a little more than a month sooooo, in due time. myspace can eat my asshole. if i wasn't having this party on friday i would go to the SGNY meeting down on orchard street. i do love the interweaving of this site. how i can go to someone journal, click on someone else who has commented on it, see what they like and so on and so forth. back to the original thought - THERE ARE A LOT OF FREAKIN GUYS ON SG, but then hey it is a site that promotes stylized naked pictures of women. with normal logic, yes more men. but the women that join i think automatically posses a characteristic that i like. i am trying to give the internet a chance at the dating world. a validated, viable way to meet people.

hey i'll just throw this out there - if you are a girl in brooklyn, queens or nyc you are more than welcome to come to this party. remember though, you HAVE TO drink a 40oz. (check previous journal entries for party details.)

my little thought/experience for the day - on a bus from queens back into brooklyn, around 4:30/5pm and its packed. people stuffing on. i am towards the front with more people comin in, obviously no more room. i had to yell back for poeple to move further back and up on the second landing. you CANNOT live in a place like nyc and not be intune or aware of your surroundings. with this many people we have to work together to make things function and move. even if you are wearing headphones. i just hate people you are oblivious. but after i yelled i got some looks of "good job" cause there are other people that understand this law.

the longer i sit here in the dark, next to my space heater i am tempted to take more naked pictures. the idea excites me. i mean i totally love looking at naked pictures of complete strangers. okay that is enough for now.

night night.