ciao

i have a deathnote now..dont fuck with me.....
hahaha im such an anime nerd...and i love it


so this week has been the worst week of my life
it was going great..i got an award for highest gpa in my school..which is easy to do with a 4.0

then i got an awful phone call...my mother had a severe stroke...[shes 48] and i think too young for that..but i guess not...she is now paralyzed..which is beyond hard for me..i have to give her a bath everyday and hook her up to a million wires cuz she wont let the nurses..she will be in the hospital for a long time..then she will be going to a rehab to see if they can get any thing to start moving again..she cant swallow..and they get to feed her with tubes...it is so very upsetting to me..

but for some reason...people seem to think now is the time to start drama with me..when im already at one of the lowest points in my life..


oh and this homeless thing is starting to suck all of a sudden...