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Some days I feel invisible, as if the world is passing me by, always changing in front of me and never giving me the invitation to join.

Ive been going through some personal hells lately, trying to really decide what my next move should be. Where I should go, what I should do. I don't want to leave here, I have made Ames my home but seeings as I cannot find work I don't know how much longer I will be able to stay.

Home is the arms around you. The friends I have made here now make up my home.









Dont get me wrong, I absolutely miss my other home, my family and friends in Nebraska mean the world to me completely. I just don't feel it is time for me to return permanently.

I so desperately want it to be next Friday, I get to see Rosaleigh again, I miss her so. She seems to balance me so well, take away all of my stress, and free me just a little from my day to day burdens. She makes my soul smile. I absolutely envy that woman's charisma. Speaking of her, please thank her for the wonderful job she did shooting my last set, it will likely be coming down soon. I truly appreciate all of you who took the time to look and leave wonderful comments. Thank you, and here is an absolutely amazing shot of the two of us together!


For everyone here that I call my friend, thank you for being so patient with me, I realize I have been quite distant for a while, lazy even, I kind of suck, I really do adore you all.

I am currently rereading the Sleeping Beauty series by Anne Rice, possibly one of the most amazing gifts I have ever been given in my lifetime. If you have not had the pleasure of reading it, I highly suggest it. I could read it over and over again.


Once again, as many of you know, the next Suicide Pink Saturday event is coming up, I would love a large turnout, the cause is held quite close to my heart. I really feel that this event can raise a lot of money for The Coalition Against Domestic Violence, and it will be a great way for the members of the Midwest to get together and have a blast. Site mail me if you are planning on getting presale tickets or if you already have with your real name or the name the tickets are under so I can get a list of members that will be attending.
So far the ticket sales for Suicide Pink Saturday Spring Fling are going well, if you plan to attend I strongly suggest having a presale ticket. I hope to see as many people there as possible.

Pre Sale Tickets, drink specials only available with Pre Sale

All my love