So for those of you who don't know it already, I FUCKING HATE THE COLD.......and I FUCKING HATE MORNINGS.......so obviously I FUCKING HATE COLD MORNINGS.
I have been working at my job for the last 3 weeks and so far I fucking love it, except this week. This week has been the week of my base training, all the rules and regulations, the norms of the campus, CPR and First Aid (which Ive been certified in for years), tomorrow is when they teach us our restraint training!!!! The week hasn't been too bad, except I have to get up too fucking early in the fucking cold and drive a half hour to work. I really wish they would have done the training in the afternoons. Now because of all of this cold ass morning shit, I am getting a cold.....again.....
So I honestly believe that I am making at the very least a small difference in some of these kids lives. When I first started there were a few that rarely smiled, now when I see them they at the very least put a smile on their face for me. For now that is enough. I am however worried I am going to start to get attached to these kids, and I know it will begin to hurt when they slowly start to go home. Hopefully, I never have to see them again, for their sake. Most of these kids really aren't bad kids, they just made a few bad choices, now I am not saying that about all of these kids.
On the Suicide Girls front, hopefully everyone is ready for this. I will have a new set in Member Review tomorrow. Rosaleigh shot it for me when she came to Ames for my SG local night "Suicide Pink Saturday". We had a blast shooting this set, and I really like how it looks. I cant wait until you all get to take a look at it. Hopefully you enjoy looking at it as much as I enjoyed shooting it.
Anywhoosles, that is for the most part all I have for you all right now. Lots of love!!!!!
I have been working at my job for the last 3 weeks and so far I fucking love it, except this week. This week has been the week of my base training, all the rules and regulations, the norms of the campus, CPR and First Aid (which Ive been certified in for years), tomorrow is when they teach us our restraint training!!!! The week hasn't been too bad, except I have to get up too fucking early in the fucking cold and drive a half hour to work. I really wish they would have done the training in the afternoons. Now because of all of this cold ass morning shit, I am getting a cold.....again.....
So I honestly believe that I am making at the very least a small difference in some of these kids lives. When I first started there were a few that rarely smiled, now when I see them they at the very least put a smile on their face for me. For now that is enough. I am however worried I am going to start to get attached to these kids, and I know it will begin to hurt when they slowly start to go home. Hopefully, I never have to see them again, for their sake. Most of these kids really aren't bad kids, they just made a few bad choices, now I am not saying that about all of these kids.
On the Suicide Girls front, hopefully everyone is ready for this. I will have a new set in Member Review tomorrow. Rosaleigh shot it for me when she came to Ames for my SG local night "Suicide Pink Saturday". We had a blast shooting this set, and I really like how it looks. I cant wait until you all get to take a look at it. Hopefully you enjoy looking at it as much as I enjoyed shooting it.
Anywhoosles, that is for the most part all I have for you all right now. Lots of love!!!!!
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justplaindoomed:
Not sure I could make it to Iowa for the Sunday service at 7:00 but you know I'd try, love.
alkey:
it's ight.