churtch

well nothing seemed to work out last night as planned. my poor friend chas's stupid ass boyfriend took a bunch of pills trying to kill himself and then blamed her for it, so i sat up with her most of the night as she cried, i really wish she would get rid of that piece of shit, but he somehow keeps dragging her back into his pathetic ass life.....grrrr i wanna bitch slap him for making her cry. i finally got her calmed down after a couple hours and we drank a bit of bacardi, i didnt get drunk like i really wanted to, but i would much rather have been capable of being there for the girl when she needed me. guess being a lush just isnt in my cards.
on a lighter note, i got the sweetest phone call this morning, woke me up earlier than i had expected but it was still sweet, just a call to say goodmorning. i did however manage to fall back asleep until around 4pm, what a wasted day, oh well i needed a good day of doing absolutely nothing, could be why im still laying my happy ass in bed at 6 haha, time to get up tho, im effin starving....