god this place depresses me, i dont want to be here anymore, but i have to wait and save money before i can leave, that and i kinda need a real "game plan". there is nothing to do in this place, i spend half my time working and the other half sitting infront of my damn computer. I NEED A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jersey:
thats how i felt about where i grew up in NJ. i finally ended up leaving. but i need a life besides work out here in cali all i do is work work work. things do get better sweetie i promise.