5 more days, guys & dolls 
I'm so nervous.
I can't eat or sleep.
I can barely believe that the date is so near!
I'm scared shitless
I'm also very excited & proud of myself
It's all I think about.
Besides 3, of course
What if I'm not good enough?
I'm constantly comparing myself to the hopefuls that turn into SG's.
I don't think I'm as pretty as half these girls.
I know I sound achy & whiny, but it's the truth.
I want this badly.
I want to prove to myself that I can make my dreams happen no matter what I think of myself.
No matter what others think about me.
My goal is to go pink with my debut set
It's a long shot, I know.
But it's possible
I really appreciate everyone's encouragement & kindness so far.
You keep me optimistic about my chances of going pink.
Here's me today
Sunday
I need to fix my brows & put makeup on
I'm so nervous.
I can't eat or sleep.
I can barely believe that the date is so near!
I'm scared shitless
I'm also very excited & proud of myself
It's all I think about.
Besides 3, of course
What if I'm not good enough?
I'm constantly comparing myself to the hopefuls that turn into SG's.
I don't think I'm as pretty as half these girls.
I know I sound achy & whiny, but it's the truth.
I want this badly.
I want to prove to myself that I can make my dreams happen no matter what I think of myself.
No matter what others think about me.
My goal is to go pink with my debut set
It's a long shot, I know.
But it's possible
I really appreciate everyone's encouragement & kindness so far.
You keep me optimistic about my chances of going pink.
Here's me today
Sunday
I need to fix my brows & put makeup on
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gdsv:
Try not to worry so much. . You are going to be Pink!
. You are going to be Pink! 
hypatia:
Thank you for the support hermana! You're gorgeous and you know I got your back cus I fucking love Chuco town girl!!! Hit me up when your set goes up!! 