chuco_

Hi, guys & dolls!
This is my first ever blog on the Suicide Girls website! Yay!
I really have no idea what I'm doing. I assume I'm supposed to make it like I'm writing a letter to tell you about myself so I'll just do that (even if I'm wrong).
So so so... about me: I am Chuco Suicide (hopeful), I am 23 years old, I'm latina , I am from EPT & I ... guess that's about it for now. The basics. Ok...
I have always been a fan of the Suicide Girls. Honestly I've wanted to he a Suicide Girl since I was about 16 or 17. Of course I wasn't legally allowed to at the time so I waited & always kept the idea in the back of my mind. I never thought I was good enough or pretty enough (typical, right?) but it's the truth. Over the years I saw girls like Radeo & Rigel & I knew that I wasn't even half as pretty as they are. I mean they are rockin' beauties, amirite? After a lot of years of growing & life-shit , I finally got up the courage to join one of the Suicide Girls facebook contests to try to win an automatic pink SG logo in the corner of my pictures. I was so nervous. Kentessa was actually the winner of that contest & why wouldn't she win, she's gorgeous! Congratulations to her. It was discouraging & I felt like I should just give up. (After one attempt, what a weenie I was!) I tried forgetting about SG for a while to just focus on other things; maybe I wasn't made to be a model. My friends & some family kept trying to encourage me to continue chasing the pink logo & I'm very grateful for those individuals because look at where I am now Suicide Girls was having another contest in February for Valentine's Day. It was a lingerie contest & luckily I had taken some lingerie photos a few months before. Red & black lace I gathered up my balls or ovaries or whatever you wanna say & I submitted my best shots into the contest. I couldn't eat or sleep. I was hoping that, by winning this contest, I could maybe get an offer to model for SG & have all these other things happen for me so I was constantly checking the status of my photos to see if I was winning. I was ahead of a lot of beautiful women & I couldn't believe it! Long story short, I won the contest! I almost exploded. Then I received an email from Rambo telling me that I'm a "mega babe" & that I should really look into being a Suicide Girl. I feel silly saying that hearing it from a real SG gave me the confidence to join because I had people that actually know me encouraging me & supporting me & that should have been enough . It's not like I had a lot of people telling me that I should just give up. I guess I just needed to know that I was at Suicide-Girl level.
Now here I am. Waiting on my first set to go into Members Review. I'm officially a SG Hopeful. I followed my dream.
I'm on my way.