chucksafreak

I must now confess my love for Suicide Girls. All of a sudden I feel as if I've gone beyond some invisible gate and am now a good and proper member. Rather than just saying, "Love it, love it." to picture sets, I'm now actaully posting in groups (slowly but surely) and even trying my best to get some much deserving hopefuls in the SG big times. I honestly feel as if I have a voice, even if it's still a newbie's voice.

Also, my self esteem is growing just because of this place. I mean, I'm not a social butterfly, probably never will be... but I'm having some stunningly beautiful women take time out of their days to thank me for my comments and even say REALLY sweet and caring things to me. Now I'm not a CHUD, but I am a self professed goon and I know in reality I'd probably not talk to these girls cause I'm freaking SHY!! I mean shy almost to a fault especially around beauties such as these... so the fact that they're being so nice just makes me smile.

Yes, ladies, should any of you read these... Full fleged SG or not, you make me smile (and I'm not talking all pervy either). For what it's worth, I want to thank you for making a shy big guy feel a little cared for... Even if it's mostly in my own mind.