This was indeed a weird day. I was supposed to go out with Ms.X tonight, however my baby's momma (god, I love that phrase) called me this morning to tell me that she was sick as shit and could I keep the little one tonight. So I called Ms. X to cancel (yet again) and half heartedly told her that we were going to Chuck E. Cheese's if she wanted to go. And you know what, she was down! I totally didn't expect it, but she said yes and we had a lot of fun. I never, ever have girls around my daughter. Its just something I never do. I just don't want to cause her any confusion or anything like that. Plus what if she really liked the girl and then we broke up? Its just not a good situation. However, having said that, for some reason it wasn't a problem tonight. I don't know. She (Ms. X) is/was just different. Anyway, after seeing her tonight with my little girl, it only served to illustrate that yes, the way into my heart is through my daughter. I can't really articulate it. But it made me fall SO hard for her tonight.
I can't read this girl at all though. I think that's what initially attracted me to her, but now its kind of messing with my mind. She seems to be into me. She talks about future things she wants to do together, places, etc. She went to Chuck E, Cheese with me and my daughter (big fucking clue I think), but I just can't read her. Now I move kind of slow if I really like the girl. First date I don't try to do ANYTHING. If things are still going good by the second date and I'm still digging the chick, then I'll do the arm around her thing a couple of times. Third date I just play by ear. But usually you start picking up signals that the girl wants to kiss you by the at least the second date. I resist the temtation, but you can tell that its there. I haven't gotten this from her yet. That's what bothers me. Everything else is there except that. Should this be an issue, or is she just playing things slow like me? Whatever it is it sucks. I've said it before and I'll say it again. If I could give two shits about the girl and am just out for ass, then I'm Mr. Kool Daddy. But if I really like the girl..... I'm an indecisive mass of quivering jello.
Anyway, just thought I'd be a whiny emo bitch for a spell. Thanks for bearing with me.
I can't read this girl at all though. I think that's what initially attracted me to her, but now its kind of messing with my mind. She seems to be into me. She talks about future things she wants to do together, places, etc. She went to Chuck E, Cheese with me and my daughter (big fucking clue I think), but I just can't read her. Now I move kind of slow if I really like the girl. First date I don't try to do ANYTHING. If things are still going good by the second date and I'm still digging the chick, then I'll do the arm around her thing a couple of times. Third date I just play by ear. But usually you start picking up signals that the girl wants to kiss you by the at least the second date. I resist the temtation, but you can tell that its there. I haven't gotten this from her yet. That's what bothers me. Everything else is there except that. Should this be an issue, or is she just playing things slow like me? Whatever it is it sucks. I've said it before and I'll say it again. If I could give two shits about the girl and am just out for ass, then I'm Mr. Kool Daddy. But if I really like the girl..... I'm an indecisive mass of quivering jello.
Anyway, just thought I'd be a whiny emo bitch for a spell. Thanks for bearing with me.
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lightsneeze:
hee...I look forward to work...I do love my job...and on one day a week I absolutely LOVE every one of my fellow ops agents....and that day is on Tuesdays. It's all the good people....(with the exception of one or two who happen to be off)...actually...I love almost everyone in our department...there are only two rotten eggs...and they know who they are. Anywho..I bet you're having a great time right now. I'm going to attempt watching a movie and not falling asleep...we'll see. Goodnight sugartitts! 
lightsneeze:
tee hee...I just saw this in the boards...it made me laugh...had to share it with you.
