What's life without your fair amount of drama and bullshit? It kind of keeps things fresh and new. Who wants to live an existance with no challenges. At least this is what I keep telling myself as I was trying to maintain my mellow disposition last night. Fucking hell. I was driving last night and went to turn a corner, hit a huge ass pothole, and one of my axles just practically snapped in half! I was so pissed. I just replaced that axle like two months ago. It had a lifetime warranty on it, however I threw the receipt out yesterday. I distinctly remember doing it. I was cleaning my joint up, came across it, and thought "ehhh, I don't need this anymore." That's just my luck at work for you. So I had to get it towed to my ex's house because she was the only person I could get a hold of and I can't work on it at my apartment complex and besides, she has a garage (MY garage.... the only reason I wanted to buy that house.... but that's another story) Anyway, she was cool at first. Told me to stay there last night so that I could give her a ride to work and use her car today until I could get mine fixed. That was cool and I really appreciated it. But then we had a few beers (I should have known better) and she hit me with the crying shit, saying how lost she is without me and all the associated stuff that goes with that. I'm not going to lie. I had had a few and I kind of fell for it at first. But thankfully I quickly regained my senses before anything crazy happened. But it still bothers me though. She is the mother of my child. I was with her for seven years and it just breaks my heart to see her like that. But I can't give her what she wants and vice versa. She just can't see that. Jesus, I hate being the asshole.
Anyway.... I had to cancel my date last night. She was cool, but now I'm practically broke until I get paid in a week, so I'm guessing I won't be seeing her this week. Man, I get so envious of women when it comes to the financial side of dating
Am I an asshole or just a man because as my ex was telling me all that shit last night I couldn't stop thinking about Ms. X. I don't know, but it sure is a mindfuck.
Anyway.... I had to cancel my date last night. She was cool, but now I'm practically broke until I get paid in a week, so I'm guessing I won't be seeing her this week. Man, I get so envious of women when it comes to the financial side of dating
Am I an asshole or just a man because as my ex was telling me all that shit last night I couldn't stop thinking about Ms. X. I don't know, but it sure is a mindfuck.
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My
God!
I am SUCH a retard. I was reading your e-mail with your number, and instead of hitting "save as new" I hit "report as spam" (they're right next to each other, I swear!).
E-mail me with your number again so I can call you when I get to N'ville next week.