I'm officialy the most stupid girl ever.
If you look up in the dictionnary at "stupid" you'll find all my personal informations and a picture of me as the definition of the word.
Because I was too much wasted last nite (Party to celebrate the end of semester with 3 friends and my bf) - which the worse excuse ever but the only explanation - I didn't know where was the limit not to cross. I kissed that lovely girl, everybody except my bf got almost totally naked, and when my bf woke up, he found me with the girl on our friend... another man. But we were not fucking at all!!
He got hurt and he got mad, and I understand him. The only problem is that I don't remember a thing of that "incident" and I never wanted to be fucked by that friend so I don't understand why the fuck I was in that position. But the results are the same.
He wanted to leave without talking to me, he was really hurt. After a long talking and me crying my heart out for him to stay with me, I convinced him to go back home with me.
For now, it looks ok and I think he will forgive me, but we will still have to have a long talk about what happened when I'm not wasted.
I love my boyfriend, I never meant to hurt him and all I wanted and I thought was going on was that thing with that girl. I feel really bad about that and even though it probably will be ok, I'm trying to find a special idea to show him how much he means to me.
So, if you drink and smoke joints with a nice girl and that your boyfriend is there, make sure is awake all the time and that he approves everything that is happening so everybody can have a good time and keep a good memory of it.
If you look up in the dictionnary at "stupid" you'll find all my personal informations and a picture of me as the definition of the word.
Because I was too much wasted last nite (Party to celebrate the end of semester with 3 friends and my bf) - which the worse excuse ever but the only explanation - I didn't know where was the limit not to cross. I kissed that lovely girl, everybody except my bf got almost totally naked, and when my bf woke up, he found me with the girl on our friend... another man. But we were not fucking at all!!
He got hurt and he got mad, and I understand him. The only problem is that I don't remember a thing of that "incident" and I never wanted to be fucked by that friend so I don't understand why the fuck I was in that position. But the results are the same.
He wanted to leave without talking to me, he was really hurt. After a long talking and me crying my heart out for him to stay with me, I convinced him to go back home with me.
For now, it looks ok and I think he will forgive me, but we will still have to have a long talk about what happened when I'm not wasted.
I love my boyfriend, I never meant to hurt him and all I wanted and I thought was going on was that thing with that girl. I feel really bad about that and even though it probably will be ok, I'm trying to find a special idea to show him how much he means to me.
So, if you drink and smoke joints with a nice girl and that your boyfriend is there, make sure is awake all the time and that he approves everything that is happening so everybody can have a good time and keep a good memory of it.
im sorry to hear that all went down hun. I've been on both sides of situations like this and I know that they both suck.
best of luck with it all and time usually heals all wounds.
chin up
hope it all works out for you.