chrysea

My evening was cut short tonight. I had my charity event I was supposed to go to, but 2 hours in my mom got a call on her cell phone.

My uncle tried to kill himself tonight. He took 27 anexity pills, a case of beer, and half a bottle of crown royal. So we rushed to the hospital.

I am not sure how I am handling it. It scares me a little bit, 'cause it crossed my mind today with the pain I am going through.

It put things in some kind of prospective, though, I guess...I don't know. I really am kind of in shock more than anything.

When we drove up there and seen him, he was drunk out of his mind. He's gay, but he was offering the female nurse sexual favors for more pills. He was very beligerant (sp?).

They said he is going to be ok, but they wont keep him for observation. That ticks me off a little bit, but there's nothing I can do about it. When they release him my mom is going to stay with him for awhile.

I don't want to end up like that, like him. I don't want to end up like my father or my grandmother either. It scares me to know that these are my genes. That I come from this... Guess we will have to wait and see what happens.

~C~