I've finally decided I'm going to have to suck it up, be brave, and see a doctor for my depression. It is getting progressively worse to the point I am really worried about it.
I remember the events of 12 years ago, and I don't want to risk repeating that, but I am back to an emotional state very simiular to how I felt then. And I don't want to end up snapping like I did then.
Things happened tonight that made me realize I need to speak to a professional. Things that I am not going to discuss, that I would rather keep to myself, but for some reason I am not being able to get my life back in order.
So, hopefully I can make myself go through with this.
~C~
I remember the events of 12 years ago, and I don't want to risk repeating that, but I am back to an emotional state very simiular to how I felt then. And I don't want to end up snapping like I did then.
Things happened tonight that made me realize I need to speak to a professional. Things that I am not going to discuss, that I would rather keep to myself, but for some reason I am not being able to get my life back in order.
So, hopefully I can make myself go through with this.
~C~
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havok735:
As I said before just hit me up with an email and i will send you my cell number so you get anything you need to off your chest. I have had to deal with depression before and finally beat it. Anyways, it is a long story and I am sure some of it could help, but it is much easier to just tell you... 
darqyn:
Strength and peace be with you. I have faith in the human spirit, and I don't have to know you well to sense your determination. I wish the best for you.