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Bah...I can't get on WoW....gggrr...That ticks me off...heh...

I was thinking last night, and I happened upon a bulletin about it today on myspace about ex's, and I realized something...I have a type.

Technically, I always knew I had a type, but ya know...My friends could look at a guy, and tell whether or not he's my type physically and personality-wise.

I have a thing...
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Is morning...I guess I am doing fairly ok today. I did just get up though, and slightly disoriented...I hate mornings....

So, I'm trying something new. I am trying to boost my willpower...I have such little willpower...>sigh< I am going to try to avoid logging on to aim during my day at jury duty to talk to Trevor.

I actually managed to do it yesterday. He...
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I have so much on my mind right now. I have very little time to write it all out, though.

This week and half of next week will be spent in court. I got selected to be a juror....alternate...So, I have to be there for this damn case.

I went to Wesley's 1st birthday party yesterday. I hate getting around my family anymore. I look...
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stomp:
Damn. Your family sounds rough. I guess you can't pick your family. I just hide from mine. All my neighbors have kids, they fall down more than when I drink a gallon of Jack Daniels. Most of the time when the fall, they are more worried about their cookie or something. I guess even kids are more worried about their materialist things then their own well being. smile

Oh, by the way, you are quite attractive. wink
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Ok, so I changed my picture. No more shoe...Actually, I moved the shoe to my photo group...heh...

Anyway, today is another day. Uuumm...nothing really to report. Same old same old. Jeff said he would call me later today. I have a feeling he wont. Would be typical Jeff for ya. My mom still misses him...heh...I don't...

I just miss having a good friend. I miss...
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cdt21:
mmmm...nice dress that's a halter top right?

and if you made that bear you should be showing it off in the Crafty group..

... and the breasts thing well no pain, no gain I guess not that I want pleasure at other people's discomfort. We men have occasional appendage problems too wink
chrysea:
Heh...ok, well, I am not sure how to go about repling to peoples comments, so I will just do it this way...

Thank you both for your comments...Yes, the dress is a halter topped dress...I really wouldn't say I am kick ass or anything. Just a gamer geek chica...heh smile

~C~
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Heh...It's attack of the ex's.....AAaaAAaAAhHaahahHAhHahhHA

So, yeah, my ex before my current ex...fuck it...my exboyfriend Tommy called me last night...The one who lives in Louisiana. He's still in love with me, but I am not in love with him. Every so often he calls me, and I rarely answer the phone, but I was feeling down, so I did.

He made up some bullshit about...
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Another day, another....ehhh...another day...heh....

For the time being, I am in a fairly decent mood. Nothing to rattle my cage just yet. I am expecting any day now my menstral cycle. I know I get super hormonal and moody the couple weeks before it, so that may have something to do with my emotions being so out of wack recently.

I have jury duty tomorrow....
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I am in a less than joyous mood this evening.

Over the past few months a lot in my life has changed. Some for the better, yet much for the worse. Though, no matter how much is changed, I suppose I have to look at it from a view point as to what it taught me.

I think picking out lessons is the only way...
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Heh...It's a battle for my emotions the past few days. Sometimes I think I will be ok, then I feel like I am going to break down and cry again.

I think I am starting to become too much of an annoyance, too. I know I obsess over things, and well, I just wasn't really given any closure with the whole thing.

I keep wanting...
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Can't sleep...Awake...Filled with self-loathing and angish. Wanna take a sharp object to my wrist, in the thoughts that that pain wont hurt nearly as much as this feeling does.

I have resolved myself into believing that it isn't that Trevor is searching for something for himself. I am convinced it was something I was missing. I just wasn't good enough. I don't care if he...
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I could count the people I have cried over on 1 hand...I cried today...actually, I'm still crying...

So, I guess I am single again. I still love you, and he still loves me...He just says he is missing something in his life and for some reason he just isn't happy. And that he knew he was treating my differently, but couldn't help it. That he...
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Here I come to save the........ah damn....

Heh...I was getting ready for beddy-bye when I was laying there and I started to smell something. It smelled as though something were burning. So, I got up to investigate. I searched the house, to no avail, and returned to my bedroom...The putrid smell was even worse than before. So I went into my mother's room and got...
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I feel so blah today...I walking around, I am sure I look depressed, but I'm not, not really. Maybe I am tired, but I don't really feel tired. I just don't really feel much of anything...I am numb....

I even have the slightest hint of a headache, but I can just barely feel it, but I know I have one.

I hate this feeling. I...
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