I'm something wonderful, amazing, when I am shiney and new. But after awhile I lose my appeal, my value. Sorry, I just felt like it needed to rhyme.
Went to the psychic fair Sat. I had every intention of asking them about my social life, but when I got my chance it lost its importance to me so I didn't. What I did ask about...
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Went to the psychic fair Sat. I had every intention of asking them about my social life, but when I got my chance it lost its importance to me so I didn't. What I did ask about...
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Ok, either I have completely snapped or I am on to something. I feel like I am on the verge of this life altering epiphany that I just can't reach the whole thing through.
This is what happens when I am left alone by myself, though. I start to think things I shouldn't be thinking. I start to create and mold ideas that shouldn't be...
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This is what happens when I am left alone by myself, though. I start to think things I shouldn't be thinking. I start to create and mold ideas that shouldn't be...
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grumpyoldbastard:
sanity is a personal thing. weather you can say you are or not is you. there is a little insanity in all people. 
mine told me to join the marine corps on my 18th birthday in 1980
but i did have a good time after a little time on an island called paris in SC.
mine told me to join the marine corps on my 18th birthday in 1980
but i did have a good time after a little time on an island called paris in SC.
darqyn:
Sounds like a good time to me. Without the realities that we invent in our heads, the fantasies we lived would surely drive us mad. I'm living proof.
Heh...Yeah, I am just now getting home...Wow...what a night.
I kinda have a crush again, which is bad, because, well, it would be a bad mistake...and no more smokers...heh...I refuse it...not to mention I should stay away from pot heads..heh...
Anyway, so rp'ing was somewhat of a bust tonight. The married couple took their little one home, and the rest of us hung out. Me,...
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I kinda have a crush again, which is bad, because, well, it would be a bad mistake...and no more smokers...heh...I refuse it...not to mention I should stay away from pot heads..heh...
Anyway, so rp'ing was somewhat of a bust tonight. The married couple took their little one home, and the rest of us hung out. Me,...
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grumpyoldbastard:
please do not tease me like that
wynne:
Aw, dang!! Well, maybe next time. 
What have I become?! Who am I anymore? I used to be so happy then, and somewhere I lost it. I lost who I enjoyed being.
This year to me has thrown me so hard and fast against a wall. My days are spent going from 1 extreme to another trying to make some kind of sense of it all. Why am I being put...
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This year to me has thrown me so hard and fast against a wall. My days are spent going from 1 extreme to another trying to make some kind of sense of it all. Why am I being put...
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grumpyoldbastard:
i would never do that. i want to see you succeed in all your wants.
sit down read the hobbit again.
i just re-read the number of the beast by heinlein and found areas i did not remeber reading previously.
sit down read the hobbit again.
i just re-read the number of the beast by heinlein and found areas i did not remeber reading previously.
wynne:
Are you going to go to the SG Burlesque show in Lawrence on the 24th? I want to meet you. :o
Obsession: n:
1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
2. A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.
That's me...My life is just 1 obsession after another. Eventually I get bored with it and move to something else. And no, this doesn't just include people. It includes everything.
That's all I am...1 obsession...
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1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
2. A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.
That's me...My life is just 1 obsession after another. Eventually I get bored with it and move to something else. And no, this doesn't just include people. It includes everything.
That's all I am...1 obsession...
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hunkabilly:
Just thought I would say hi.I am also an obsessive compulsive person. And it is VERY expensive. And any kid of sex would be great... going through a dry spell right now. Ah well. Take care.
grumpyoldbastard:
my obsessions- there are to many to list. this thing would take up the whole page and then some. i can just say i hope yours do not overpower you and i need to find a trampoline. 
[Edited on Oct 13, 2005 2:24PM]
[Edited on Oct 13, 2005 2:24PM]
So I have been depressed all day, and I think there is something wrong with me. The only way I could think to describe it was like this:
It almost feels like in an attempt to protect myself i delved myself into my own little world, to a point where I chose to live into it, but trying to come back into the real world,...
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It almost feels like in an attempt to protect myself i delved myself into my own little world, to a point where I chose to live into it, but trying to come back into the real world,...
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sbmick:
I just thought it was weird that someone that lives close to me has the same exact birthday as me.
Hope you get to feeling better.
Hope you get to feeling better.
grumpyoldbastard:
looked at new pics
i believe that means i liked them
i believe that means i liked them
Heh...I'm sorry I haven't been around much lately. I just haven't felt the desire to log onto sg in awhile.
I am kinda sick today...blah...Sinus issues due to the weather change. I'll be ok when my body gets adjusted, though. This is another part of why I wanted to move to Florida...the climate...
I finally got around to adding Trevor to my friends group. As...
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I am kinda sick today...blah...Sinus issues due to the weather change. I'll be ok when my body gets adjusted, though. This is another part of why I wanted to move to Florida...the climate...
I finally got around to adding Trevor to my friends group. As...
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grumpyoldbastard:
rock ahh by baby sleep tight
I'm just so done with people right now. I am sick of it. I can't trust anyone. My boyfriend (now my ex) my best friend, who put me on block so she didn't have to deal with me....WTF?!
I am sick of people only wanting me around when I can give them something. When I am happy and fun. If I'm not then who the...
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I am sick of people only wanting me around when I can give them something. When I am happy and fun. If I'm not then who the...
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wynne:
Have you joined the SGKC group?
I'm online a lot and play around on this site all the time, so let me know if you want a SG buddy. I'm also looking for people to hang out with IRL, as I don't have many friends around here. So let me know!
I'm online a lot and play around on this site all the time, so let me know if you want a SG buddy. I'm also looking for people to hang out with IRL, as I don't have many friends around here. So let me know!
grumpyoldbastard:
i will be here and check on you when ever i am on line.
Heh...I am considering getting rid of SG because I am just not getting what i was hoping I would out of it. Might as well conserve my $9 a month if I am not getting any pleasure from it anymore...heh...that sounds kinda dirty. It isn't what I mean.
I join up on these sites in hopes of meeting new cool people to befriend, but I...
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I join up on these sites in hopes of meeting new cool people to befriend, but I...
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grumpyoldbastard:
IKNOW I SENT THE FRIEND REQUEST BEFORE THE COMMENT IT JUST HAD TO BE DONE AT THAT TIME SO I COULD SAY HI IT IS GOOD TO MEET YOU AND PLEASE ACCEPT MY REQUEST.
THE NOT SO
THE NOT SO
wynne:
Here's hoping you'll stick around for awhile!
I am setting goals to accomplish in my life. I need to make a complete life overhaul.
The first part in my plan was to quit my job, which I did. I turned in my notice. My last day is Oct. 28th. After that, I just intend to get a new job that pays better and I get insurance benefits.
Then I am thinking about...
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The first part in my plan was to quit my job, which I did. I turned in my notice. My last day is Oct. 28th. After that, I just intend to get a new job that pays better and I get insurance benefits.
Then I am thinking about...
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My evening was cut short tonight. I had my charity event I was supposed to go to, but 2 hours in my mom got a call on her cell phone.
My uncle tried to kill himself tonight. He took 27 anexity pills, a case of beer, and half a bottle of crown royal. So we rushed to the hospital.
I am not sure how I...
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My uncle tried to kill himself tonight. He took 27 anexity pills, a case of beer, and half a bottle of crown royal. So we rushed to the hospital.
I am not sure how I...
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The truth fucking hurts...but no as much as suspecting the truth and being lied to.
I finally got the truth from Trevor...Only because Nic and Patrick felt that I needed to know the truth. I am not even sure if it is completely the truth, and he certainly wont give me anything clue about her...
Yeah, her...We are going to call her Arazonia(sp?) or AZ....
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I finally got the truth from Trevor...Only because Nic and Patrick felt that I needed to know the truth. I am not even sure if it is completely the truth, and he certainly wont give me anything clue about her...
Yeah, her...We are going to call her Arazonia(sp?) or AZ....
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You just need to make some decisions for your life and start working doing whatever you need to do to make it all happen!
As the last fortune cookie I got said:
Comfort zones are most often expanded through discomfort.
Since you are having a discomfortable year, why not at least work toward something? It will make you feel a lot better in the end and you will most likely end up being needed, loved, and important!
If that doesn't make you feel better than check out the set that just when up!
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Posh/photos/Warcraft%20Dreams/