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grumpyoldbastard:
kiss you look fine biggrin

mad ARRR!!! love
hunkabilly:
The wife and I are gonna get tattoos, if you want to get together and check out some shops sometime get ahold of me. The new du looks great! Later.
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havok735:
I like it! You can see the color, but I do see what you mean about it being dark. smile

Also, you don't need to try to be sexy. Just be you and comforatble and that is when women are the most sexy... biggrin
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So, 1 of the security guards I work with sorta asked me out. He asked if I was going anything tonight, anyway, I told him I was busy. More so I just don't want to date...I don't mean I just don't want to date him more as I don't want to date in general. I don't even have a desire to be with Trevor anymore,...
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havok735:
Are you on any meds? I was for about 1 1/2 years (zoloft) and had a horrible time staying motivated to do anything since I really felt almost no emotion at all. Basically, I just weened off it and then learned to control my depression and such in other ways. Quitting drinking actually helped me a lot.

Anyways, all that is pointless if you aren't on meds but I was throwing it out there...
havok735:
Oh, also as far as what you posted on my post. Kissing is amazingly important to me. Also, that girl cuddles bad. I don't know how to really explain that. It is like trying to cuddle with a board... frown

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It's Tuesday. It's a little after 5am. I am awake, I have to get ready for work here shortly...and WoW is down for maintenance...They took it down early today >sniff sniff<...I wish it wasn't Tuesday.

I bought a Sidekick II Saturday. It is a nifty little device...Now I just need more of a reason to own a Sidekick II haha...

I am going to enroll...
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havok735:
Yeah, I dread Tuesday since it is WoW maintance day. frown

I am actually kind of happy that I have to work so I wouldn't be all upset that I can't login... biggrin

And, I too would love to crawl back into bed... frown
grumpyoldbastard:
have a good day andgood luck on the writing classes kiss

mad ARRR!!! love
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Well Christmas is over. I didn't get much, and I didn't get anything exciting to write about either. So I wont even bother going into that. I am not a materialistic person, I am really not, but this time next year, I am making it my goal to find someone who cares enough about me to take interest and I can connect with enough that...
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Right now I am to the point where I am so sick of guys (no offence). I suppose it is my fault for the way I am treated. I don't know if it is because I am so open and blunt about sex and whatnot, but that is all most of my guy "friends" want out of me. If I am not willing to joke...
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havok735:
Bah, you just haven't found the right person yet...

I know a lot of people who are looking for that girl who likes to be cute sometimes and still be kinky. That type of girl is in a lot more demand than you think! smile
grumpyoldbastard:
the madness will stop when you find that person who will accept you for you and i think that person is you kiss. everyone else needs to be second in line after you. i came to that conclusion myself just last year and i get along great with everyone better now.

and the right person will be there when they are biggrin

mad ARRR!!! love

just so you know i am 43 yrs old and i still do not understasnd everything yet myself.
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Heh ok, not really what I was expecting, but ya know...UUmm...as far as what I have been up to. Haven't had sex since August...uumm...got a new job...That's about it.

As for WoW christmas stuff, yeah is fun. I enjoyed the Halloween stuff more though.

uumm..and a depressed poem...Just because I want to put it somewhere...

What do you do when you want to open up...
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grumpyoldbastard:
kiss well i wish i had something profound to say but alas i do not. feel better kiss

mad ARRR!!! love
brixton:
hey dude, we're doing an SGKC party thing at my apartment on the 27th. You should come.

pleeease? i need another girl.
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So I haven't posted in forever...heh...I figured I would today.

First off on my post list...Thank you to everyone who has sent me a little email to see how I have been doing. I appreciate it dearly. I haven't responded to all, but I will.

Secondly, Happy birthday Mr. Trevor aka 1luneywolf. <3 you hun, and you know I probably always will >dreamy sigh<...
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grumpyoldbastard:
welcome back i missed you.

so what have you been doing with yourself? miao!! you can answer it as a sexual question or as a general question biggrin

mad ARRR!!! love
havok735:
Good to see you are alive!

So, did you get to enjoy the WoW x-mas content yet? smile
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I am back to an empty void I never thought I would be in again. Where I don't want anything apart of my life, and I don't want anyone else around. A place where I close everyone out, pretend to put on my smiley face, but I am not happy, not sad, just am.

I know this is a bad place to be, but I...
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grumpyoldbastard:
come and say hi when you can. i'll keep you on the friends list smile and i check it every day.
hunkabilly:
dont stop posting.. maybe some of us enjoy reading what you have to say. If you need someone to chat or talk to look me up. Take care. J
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I've finally decided I'm going to have to suck it up, be brave, and see a doctor for my depression. It is getting progressively worse to the point I am really worried about it.

I remember the events of 12 years ago, and I don't want to risk repeating that, but I am back to an emotional state very simiular to how I felt then....
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havok735:
As I said before just hit me up with an email and i will send you my cell number so you get anything you need to off your chest. I have had to deal with depression before and finally beat it. Anyways, it is a long story and I am sure some of it could help, but it is much easier to just tell you... smile
darqyn:
Strength and peace be with you. I have faith in the human spirit, and I don't have to know you well to sense your determination. I wish the best for you.
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I am having another panic attack. It freaks me out so much when I have them. I never used to get them this bad or often.

I just start hyperventilating, and then I start to cry, and then I rock back and forth uncontrollably, and i just start doing things in a panic...I have a hard time concentrating, I am having a really hard time...
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darqyn:
It doesn't sound like fun at all. frown

Do you have any messenger?
grumpyoldbastard:
i am late but if you still want that hug heres a big one HUG HUG HUG HUG AND A LITTLE love love love love love love

mad ARRR!!! love