chrongod

last week an old friend came out and we talked a while and i was willing to allow him back into my life as a friend. as of tonight i say fuck that. such a child, he still plays the games that will end up hurting himself and others but somehow he cant realize that he's not moving on as much as he's moving back. it hurts me to loose a friend but tonight i realized that hes not a friend as much as someone who will eventually bring me down.

so whats the best way to open a new chapter in life... I still dream of moving far away but i dont believe that will move me in the right direction.