chrongod

i've started to notice things lately that i've never seen before. i have way too many bad influences in my life right now but i seem to be enjoying what im doing for the first time in a long time. this year so far has started better than last however im still not where i want to be. only time will cure the wounds ive inflicted on my friends and myself.

im going to green bay next week, then to nashville before i come home again. i can't wait for nashville i had a lot of fun the last time and intend on doing the same again.

this weekend was odd. i didnt drink, i didn't get high. something seems wrong about this but i feel good about it. its been a long time since ive done drugs which has been good for everything except my social life. i can live that, i need to find new friends... but at the same time i need to get a few things over with first.

i have a wicked new crush too.. its been a while, maybe i wont miss out on this one but in my own dumb ways i'll fuck it up sooner or later.

thats all for today.
so strange to be content with things.