chrongod

what a wierd week. i just got home from new york where although staying right in times square at the marriot i did absolutly nothing. i mean i accoplished what i went to do but then i slept instead of going to a show or even to a bar. this is so not like me.

now i guess i will be home for a little while, or atleast i hope so. maybe i can catch up with some old friends if i still have any. its strange i've been gone so long i feel like a complete outsider even when i'm with my closest friends. maybe this is an excuse to get rid of some of my bad habbits, although im scared of becoming someone who has no real friends and justs coasts through life without having any relationships

peace and love
cg