chrongod

tonight i have changed. i'm still a chickenshit when it comes to talking to girls i like. however i have accepted what i am. without matt i am a new person, i now have to find out who i am.

i have finally accepted that without you i can be someone.

i miss my old life. i miss my friend. it is finally time to...
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long lost.

happy canada day.


awe struck.

how do i end up with nothing to do on a day when the weather is shit. this sucks, i get to sit here and do nothing now.

i still need some artwork done for my next tat any artists out there?

how do you talk to old friends who dont know you anymore?

I've been away doing my own thing for so long i've lost far too many relationships. I have no idea how to talk to my old friends anymore and i really don't know if i should.

I never want to go back to being what i was, i have grown far away from...
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i'm done with this negitive shit. the life where all i do is drink fuck and get high is over.

i need to find new more positive things to do with my life.

so very drunk. i wish i could be who i want to be but the corporate bitch has got me by the balls.

tonight was one of the best I've had in a long time. I'm home and i spent time with my friends (shocking). this is a new concept to both them and me. i think i may be caught up on some of...
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so uninspired.

i was so happy to come home in march everything seemed possible. now im not sure what to do. help inspire me.

i need to find a better pic. maybe tommorow

it has been an eventfull week. im begining to realize how out of touch i really am. but thats not such a bad think, i've some how managed too miss out on a whole dramatic scene. life is good.

marathon drinking - its a miracle im not sick, and the best part is next week will be the same.

while i guess im headed to new york this week, not the city but about 3 hours south of montreal to lake george.

this should be a good trip. i get to stop in montreal and see ian, which im excited about, but its going to be a long week as far as working goes.

the picture is awful maybe i'll get a better one...
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i just had the trip from hell. i spent sunday in denver because the airline screwed up and i missed my connection by 3 hours. but i did make it to las vegas on monday, and had a fairly good time.

although i was working i did manage to take a few minutes to go to some of the casinos, as well as Margaritaville, and...
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hey sg land. its cold an windy in southern ontario today and its so very nice. i just got home from nc and had a very good time and met some amazing people down there, i cant wait until october to go back.

so im home for a few days to relax, and start construction on my new room. then its off to work in...
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