chromedinferno

What the fuck...
This shit needs to end. I feel like such an ass right now. I just got home about three min ago. It's around 1:04am right now. I went to the club house tonight. The club house is the 500 club. I was hanging out with my club brother griff, and we were having a great time. Playin' some pool and drinking a few too many shoots. When these gals came in with two guys. One was the dad of this gal and the other was her boyfriend. The guy started out ok, but after a few he started talking shit to my brother. And he was being a dick to his girlfriend. I don't know what the hell came over me but he was pissing the hell out of me. He was being such a dick. after about 15 min of this I said fuck that and went out side and kicked his ass. I feel like shit right now. He was my size, but damn he went down so easy. The bartenders and people around us were asking for me to stop. But I just could not do it. What the fuck is wrong with me, why did I have to be this way. I didn't mean to hurt him. But I just had to hit him over and over again. I never like this side of me, the side of me that at times I wish was gone. I grew up having to fight, just to make sure I could survive. But I don't like this. I just want to hang out and have fun. I know I don't do this all the time, but I have such a hard time seeing someone fuck with other people. I can't see some guy hurt a gal or see some guy fuck with someone smaller than them. It brings out a dark side in my, a side that only sees red. Fuck, this is the curse of being Irish, we have one hell of a temper. Oh well, next time I think I will sit this one out and not become that wich I hate...