chriztian

I hate funerals anyway. But this one sucks even more. It's someone I don't know, but yet was close to my wife, and I'm utterly dreading how bad she's going to be. Things have been really bad lately and I'm just wearing thin. I went to a psychologist appt with her this week and it seemed to go well but ever since then things have just gotten worse for no reason at all.

I just don't know what to do, don't know what I can do. There's nothing I haven't done and nothing ever really helps. We're too broke to pay doctors now, and her new psychiatrist is just setting up so she's not on ANY insurance yet. I need to get a promotion and it looks like it'll be available to happen here very soon. I just hope I get it ahead of this other guy, though honestly he deserves it just as well as I do.

Hope everyone else is doing much better than me.