I have this weird domestic paradise fantasy that really only comes out when I'm sick. Last night I woke up with a very sick stomach, and between the being sick parts, all I thought about (except dying) was beautiful high thread count sheet sets and home cooked food and lots of other stuff that I won't get into because it is just too Little Women...
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I love the romance of crime...
Yesterday Megan and I went to Mt. Tabor and played badminton, then we hiked up to the top and acted like the sad bastards we are. Though Megan really isn't a sad bastard at all. I know it's not fair to expect that certain people not be downers, but I do and was consequently feeling a little low by...
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Yesterday Megan and I went to Mt. Tabor and played badminton, then we hiked up to the top and acted like the sad bastards we are. Though Megan really isn't a sad bastard at all. I know it's not fair to expect that certain people not be downers, but I do and was consequently feeling a little low by...
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piningshaft:
gah, i'm terrible at coming up with costume ideas. last year i was in new orleans and just wore a new orleans type mask someone gave me. the year before that i let a girl dress me up so our outfits matched. i don't know what i'm going to do this year yet. i tend to procrastinate on things like this. well, on everything really.
grendel:
Crime is romantic, eh? I once shot a man just to watch him die. Then I stole his wallet. Then I stole a car and drank a bottle of lye and drove around until I couldn't see anymore and started running into things. Then I went to the top of the nearest building and screamed "STELLA!!!!!" at the top of my lungs which wasn't very loud what with the lye induced frothing and all. And don't even ask how I got to the top of the nearest building since I wasn't able to see and all.
It was pretty damn sexy, let me tell ya.
It was pretty damn sexy, let me tell ya.
I had a very long, tired day. Possibly because I haven't been taking my meds? God, saying "my meds" makes me feel like such a head case. They make me feel like crap after the first few hours though, and I don't want to always feel like crap from noon on. Anyway, I work with a few kids on a regular basis, and one of...
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residue:
wish i could, for real
i know watcha mean, things seem senseless when you encounter them, especially when you're in the middle of it, social services and shit ... whts the use? who has a chance? are they worth it? is the approach the right one? prrtfft ...
sleeping yes ... next to you
holding you
xx
wish i could, for real
i know watcha mean, things seem senseless when you encounter them, especially when you're in the middle of it, social services and shit ... whts the use? who has a chance? are they worth it? is the approach the right one? prrtfft ...
sleeping yes ... next to you
holding you
xx
tryptamine_____:
oh, i know how that feels. social services has got to be, emotionally, one of the hardest fields to work in. i've done a lot of volunteer work with street kids, and while there are a few who have managed to improve their lives, there are so many that i still see on the streets. it breaks my heart.
maybe that kid has a chance, though. maybe he has a chance because you are there, and you notice?
maybe that kid has a chance, though. maybe he has a chance because you are there, and you notice?
I had SUCH a nice weekend. Really. And I ate such good food. Yum! I had to go to Olympia to get internship stuff finalized at Evergreen, and I wound up staying with my old roommate who happens to love cooking. Then after all the cooking and eating, we got invited to a fondue party where there was even more great food. There was also...
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grendel:
Hooray for London! I'm so jealous. You have to go to a big dance club and listen to some wicked house music for me. Whump whump whump whump whump whump whump whump.
Glad you had a good weekend too. Hooray!
Glad you had a good weekend too. Hooray!
residue:
miss you ...
I want to go somewhere. I actually AM going somewhere in either February or April, but it will only be for a couple weeks, and both February and April are a long way off, and it will be pretty familiar territory. What I really want to do is just leave everything behind and take off somewhere I've never been and don't know anything about and...
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piningshaft:
you should come here, to portland, right now and meet all of your loving suicidegirls friends.
avanttard:
Yes, you are right. Thank you for being the voice of reason here.
True to my word, I was sick last night. I came home from work, read, napped, and woke up to find a message from my mom saying some guy I didn't really know a long time ago died last week. There's no reason I should be affected by it, but it upset me. I think I just needed something to be upset by.
I miss...
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requiem:
You should join us on the Disneyland trip! Get youself to SF and then road trip it with us down to LA!
requiem:
Just mention that we're a bunch of strangers from a *porn site* and I'm sure your boss will be more inclined to give you the time off.
Today I drove up the I-5 and took the ferry to Whidbey (sp?) Island and found a tiny, smelly beach and wandered around. I was almost blissfully happy before I went and when I was there and when I was driving back, but some time after I got home my mood crept back down to normal. It's bound to get back up at some point...
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tryptamine_____:
aw. come hang out with us on thursday. that will kill it too. i will carry forks in both hands with which to kill it if it dares to show its ugly head.
tryptamine_____:
*pouts* even my forks won't convince you? how about the fact that i'm sick (really) but refuse to let that keep me away?
ah well. i guess there is always some other time.
ah well. i guess there is always some other time.
I had a really good night last night.
Now that I'm finally up and dressed and stuff, I feel about ready to go back to bed. Bleh.
Now that I'm finally up and dressed and stuff, I feel about ready to go back to bed. Bleh.
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residue:
bed .. finally ... asleep ... partytime is over
tryptamine_____:
aw, why can't ya make it? 
sternum star?? i love stars...
sternum star?? i love stars...
I quit the job that I didn't make shit for tips at. Actually I just stopped showing up, so I guess they fired me. Anyway. I couldn't stand the girl who said "hella" all the time. I couldn't stand the fact that we didn't get breaks. I couldn't stand the fact that I wasn't allowed to wear tennis shoes when I was on my feet...
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rawr_ima_monster:
ummm...so wen you're miseravle you're happy, but bitchign doesn't make you happy...i'm confused too. well, I hope you are happy, so I guess I hope you're depressed, but I want you to actaully be happy! yeah! whatever just smile.
-slamming head against monitor,
Dave
-slamming head against monitor,
Dave
tryptamine_____:
heh. i love the guy who does tons of drugs. i love how he says they gave him focus. 
you should check out the thread i started in the Hook-up section.
you should check out the thread i started in the Hook-up section.
I didn't make shit for tips tonight and was ready to leave after less than an hour, but, oddly enough, I'm in a good mood right now. Even though, when a few of the other girls were talking, one of them kept saying "hella." It made me shudder.
I am in love with the song Six Layer Cake. I am in love with a bunch...
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I am in love with the song Six Layer Cake. I am in love with a bunch...
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tryptamine_____:
honestly, i love toddlers. they're so energetic and curious and fun. but they can be horrible when they don't get their way (which is often), and that's when i wish i could give them valium....
avanttard:
Thanks for the comments about my photos. French lessions could be nice, but I'm a horrible student and you'd hate me. And that'd be a shame.
Some combination of cloudiness and roommates still being asleep made me feel like I was up early, when in fact I did not get out of bed until around 11:30.
I've been listening to music of questionable quality because it is familiar. Or maybe because it is innocuous and serves as white noise. I have been writing in a journal a lot at my internship,...
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I've been listening to music of questionable quality because it is familiar. Or maybe because it is innocuous and serves as white noise. I have been writing in a journal a lot at my internship,...
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suoda:
Nothing wrong with listening to music of questionable quality. If you are choosing to listen to it, then that must be reason enough for the music to serve its purpose. I just listened to Robert Palmer... maybe not the best artist out there, but sometimes the guys lacking brilliance are so interesting (although I do think Robert Palmer is pretty cool). Or simply fun to listen to.
rawr_ima_monster:
you are welcome for the monsters, indeed. feel free to ask for somethign else, I'm feeling neglected a bit on that thread. and tahks for the comment, I require attention
-sad, but honest,
Dave
-sad, but honest,
Dave
Today was the first day of school. Yay! I love little kids. I might not be able to say that in a couple weeks, so I'll say it now. I love them to bits. We had an assembly with the KG-2 classes, and...god, they just fucking rock. Everything they say is funny. At least for now. I really wish I was going to be working...
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residue:
.... duh
anyway:::didnt refer to morrisey:::i REALLY killed a guy who thought he was TLOTFIP /// he diserved to die
stillloveyou
.... duh
anyway:::didnt refer to morrisey:::i REALLY killed a guy who thought he was TLOTFIP /// he diserved to die
stillloveyou
tryptamine_____:
i didn't have ice cream, but i gummed the last 2 pieces of cheesecake. 
TIGHT!