Seriously.. finding a job sucks my ass!! I'm reaching my limit.. I feel pretty fucked right now!! I've been here 5 months now and I've only been able to land a part time job.. How the fuck am I going to my bills?? I'm a bit stressed.. and pissed. This is not how I imagined the move here to be. I'm so desperate I applied at a fucking subway! haha!! Oh god! Seriously.. I'm gonna be 24 on Sunday.. hahahahaha!!! Damn.. sometimes life fucks you right in the ass.. then when it's done.. It stands up, points it's finger at you, and laughs histerically.
I helped my friend put a squid on her car the other day.. that was exciting.. It got me back in the mood to work on some projects.. So I sanded my old long-board down by hand.. [two fucking hours] and put on the background coat for the painting I'll be putting on it. I'm pretty pumped about retiring it to my wall.
...do you guys ever feel alone when your sitting right next to someone?? I've got so many thoughts rolling through my head right now. I wish I could put them all down..
..and the b-day cards start rolling in. I wish I was happy about this.. but I'm not. My family life has been a roller coaster of turmoil the last year or so. Parents divorce, my fathers side of the family dwindling, my injured bro. The only one who's doing alright is my sister! So it's been hard for me to keep my head up. Blah.. Everything I write about seems to be kinda depressing. I don't like. I want to write about landing a sick job or doing something fantastic.. It's just not happening though!
Here's a pic o the squid car.
Last night when the sun was going down everthing looked perfect.. So I pulled off a couple photo's before the moment was gone. *everything looks better in person*
I like the color blue..
I helped my friend put a squid on her car the other day.. that was exciting.. It got me back in the mood to work on some projects.. So I sanded my old long-board down by hand.. [two fucking hours] and put on the background coat for the painting I'll be putting on it. I'm pretty pumped about retiring it to my wall.
...do you guys ever feel alone when your sitting right next to someone?? I've got so many thoughts rolling through my head right now. I wish I could put them all down..
..and the b-day cards start rolling in. I wish I was happy about this.. but I'm not. My family life has been a roller coaster of turmoil the last year or so. Parents divorce, my fathers side of the family dwindling, my injured bro. The only one who's doing alright is my sister! So it's been hard for me to keep my head up. Blah.. Everything I write about seems to be kinda depressing. I don't like. I want to write about landing a sick job or doing something fantastic.. It's just not happening though!
Here's a pic o the squid car.
Last night when the sun was going down everthing looked perfect.. So I pulled off a couple photo's before the moment was gone. *everything looks better in person*
I like the color blue..
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