christar222

I'm feeling much better this week but I had a distressing day yesterday. I was at work & I had gotten into a fight with my best friend on the phone. I left work in the afternoon to sort things out ( I don't like to do it on the phone)...we patched things up & I started to leave to go to back.

Side Note: The last week I've been contemplating adopting this beautiful white pit bull from Phoenix, that is deaf, from the pit bull resuce foundation.

As I walk out to my car there is this really skinny white pit bull in front of my house. Mind you I live on Broadway, a very busy street, so I really want to get this dog in my yard so I can at least help him.

I brought him out some food & he ate it & he was laying in this big puddle from the rain drinking the water (it was so sad).

He had no collar & after some coaxing he let me pet him. I opened my side gate & got him like a foot away from being inside...& then something startled him & he ran through my neighbors yard into the neigborhood behind broadway.

I tried to catch up to him but it was too late. I know that there was nothing more that I could do but I have been feeling so awful about it. I just felt like I was so close to helping this poor dog & now I know that his future is probably not so bright. I know that I did all that I could but it is still bothering me.

And how strange that the exact kind of dog I was looking for, shows up at my house.

It is beyond bizarre.

Well this is my longest journal of all time... I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head. I feel a bit better now.
...off to the gym & to work.