You ever get the feeling of being distant or removed from everyone else you know? I've been feeling like that all day. I'm in a pretty unique position (for me) of not really having much of anyone to talk to about it. I mean, i have my girlfriend, but it's hard for me to talk about things with my friends like this...maybe i'm just wierd.
Regardless of my relative wierdness, i just can't shake the feeling that i'm trying to hang out with people that may not actually want me around. Or perhaps they're just really really rude and/or inconsiderate. Or perhaps i'm just too touchy. I dunno. I'm not going to get into specifics because it's late and i've got a fridge to replace tomorrow, but suffice to say that it's frustrating me (to say the least).
I'm sure i'll get out of this slight funk that i'm in, but i think perhaps this week will be spent mostly hanging by myself, working out, painting and thinking things over. Hm.
Regardless of my relative wierdness, i just can't shake the feeling that i'm trying to hang out with people that may not actually want me around. Or perhaps they're just really really rude and/or inconsiderate. Or perhaps i'm just too touchy. I dunno. I'm not going to get into specifics because it's late and i've got a fridge to replace tomorrow, but suffice to say that it's frustrating me (to say the least).
I'm sure i'll get out of this slight funk that i'm in, but i think perhaps this week will be spent mostly hanging by myself, working out, painting and thinking things over. Hm.
I've felt that way in life often before and if it's any help at all I think in all honesty that it was usually just me and no one else.
Here's hoping you're feeling better now.
You know, everyone I know that remembers Monster Squad always brings up how sad it was with Frankensteins monster. I guess the makers of that movie got that part right if nothing else.
Peace.
-Josh