Thursday Dec 30, 2004

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I want out of my life. It holds no more excitement.

I may be leaving the United States for 3 months to tour in Asia with an extremely well-known rock band. If it works out, I will leave at the end of January.

I hope it does.

Maybe things will get interesting then.
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maxk:
Have a Happy and Safe New Year! love
anonymity:


Happy New Year!

Monday Dec 27, 2004

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Soo....I had such a crappy Christmas....
My parents (the ones I live with-dad and stepmom) didn't get me anything. Not one thing.

My dad got my stepmom all kinds of shit....the baby sister had the ULTIMATE CHRISTMAS....and even MY DOG got presents...but nope, not me...yup...pretty shitty...

And then I went to my Grandma's house...and my dad was being an asshole and yelling and bitching at...
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ahiddy02:
I was alone on Xmas and I'll be alone on New Years. frown
jhoneilmc:
Sounds like a memorable Christmas ooo aaa

Thursday Dec 23, 2004

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What do I want for Xmas??

-A raise
-A new cd player for my car so I can commence rocking out to all my metalness
-Some PAID modeling gigs
-To see my mom sometime soon
-To not give my heart away so easily to lame boys that don't appreciate me
-To have my best friends with me more often...Carlos is always on tour and Vince...
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melladoree:
I wanted a thoughtful gift that would have made me smile....
I wanted lots of sex, lots of good sex that would have made me smile for at least 2 weeks....
I wanted to feel special....
shaneka:
For Xmas I thought that I wanted to be here in Fort Lauderdale. I am. It was ok. We ate Korean food, took a brief walk by the beach side, and got drunk. However, I think that I wanted some ham and family.

Monday Dec 20, 2004

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devildoll:
Picture whore! tongue
kimsu_tatu:
You should do make up gurl...you got some skillz...SEXY!

Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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jj_r0x0rz:
happy now!?!?! i am requesting friendship ooooh ooohh
jj_r0x0rz:
hehe yea eric is rad i just called him today also...

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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Hahahahah.
Some guys have some fucking BALLS.
Lame-o wannabe rockstar dude calls me today...which of course I don't pick up...and leaves a message telling me to call him back...which I don't and don't plan to. And then my friend Jenny talks to her boyfriend, who is in the band. I guess Lame-O wants me to get his MOM and her friends into the Dokken show...
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dylanisdead:
You have the most beautiful lips i've ever seen. love
dylanisdead:
No problem darling. smile

Saturday Dec 11, 2004

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Yet again...

Used.
Brokenhearted.
Sore.
Tearful.
Angry.
Hurt.
Wondering why.


You're somewhere between a waste and the best place I've ever been.

Stop feeling sorry for me.
I made my bed. And now I lie in it.

I should know better than to fall in love with broken people. Or maybe just stop falling for reality show wannabe rockstars who sleep with unattractive groupies the...
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wolfmystique:


Looks like you've got the right attitude. By the way even the shitty times had some great moments.
sillyzebra:
you shouldnt rush into stuff.... wait a couple months before getting too serious about them or sleeping with them... that will weed out the loser band guys in a second....



Friday Dec 10, 2004

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Sometimes the nice girls actually get the guy.






And um...sometimes they don't...

frown frown
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cynicminded:
hmmm. I understand.
we shall make plans to meet very soon.
cynicminded:
hey your new number doesn't work. i called it before i wrote you! can you email it to me again????

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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xhavokx:
kiss
shaneka:
Wonderful new picture. I love how close it is to your face and your coy smile.

Friday Dec 03, 2004

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m_bethany:
when and where... I owe you one...

call me. seriously.
~ the angel*
m_bethany:
honey... I know things are wierd and shit.. but I want to see you..

name the night and the show, I am there.. meet you at work or if you want you can choose a place, dinner in LBC or something...

just let me know, pick a date and I will keep it! I miss you and I want to be around, esp. now when you need friends.

rock on with your hottie decision earlier discussed on AOLIM about here. I respect that. Rock on.

just want to bearhug you. sorry. I miss you.
~ the angel* wink
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