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Honolulu, HI

Member Since 2004

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Tuesday Jun 14, 2005

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It's 4 am.
I'm almost done packing. I just need to dye my hair and take a shower.
I leave in 6 hours.
I am so happy and excited for what is to come in the next months.

For this is probably one the biggest opportunities that has ever been presented to me


Yet
I feel like my heart is breaking.
And I can't stop crying alone here in the dark next to our dog.
I feel like a little part of it crumbled off today.

Isn't it funny how the people you care about the most can wound you more deeply than anyone else?

At long last.
An era ended.
A new one begun.
But at what cost?

Perhaps the greatest friendship lost.
And now.
Alone again.
Goodbye all for now.

Please come say hi to me during my travels.


And until we meet again.


smile skull
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
m_bethany:
fuck an a...

I want to see you again. call my cell when you are home... I should have my shit together by then... dude, you rock the shit.

loves... anything I can do... can I visit when you tour the Pacific Island nations? Bali is great this time of year I hear...

loves and hugs. I miss you already.. and your motivation is inspiring. love the webpage.

to my special ones.. my ex wife, a photographer I just worked with, my lover, and now you... rock out with your cock out. sisters know how it goes... hey!

ARRR!!! I wish you good luck and good passage... catch you on the flip side.

word. biggrin
Jun 21, 2005
sillyzebra:
i bet right now ur nekkid ... & drunk ... smile
Jun 22, 2005

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