chrischick

Three new pictures of my dumb face in my folder...

Ok... this is lame...but hear me out.
My first boyfriend (and the one who I had my first kiss with) is this guy named Joey who I went to school with in Hawaii. We really liked each other, but I was hearing rumors about him and some other girl and immediately broke up with him, without talking to him about it first. It was hard for me because I was a little skater metalhead punk rock dorky girl and he was a really cute musician that had girls fawning over him at their shows. He liked to flirt a lot, and that sucked at the time. This was 5 years ago, when I was 16...right before I moved here.

Fast forward to the present day...I come to find out that he is still with his high school band (National Product) and they have moved to Huntington Beach. Supposedly they're doing pretty well for themselves. They're playing some charity show on Saturday at a movie theater in Rancho Santa Margarita-- some Spiderman 2 thing...whatever.

Is it super lame for me to want to go and see him at the show??? It's not like I want to rekindle our romance or anything like that...but he was a friend for a long time before we started dating and I would like to see how he's doing. I wouldn't mind being friends with him again and his band either...I went to junior high and high school with most of those guys.

There is also an ulterior motive. I look very different than how I did when we dated (think 25 lbs. lighter, better makeup and clothes etc.). I kinda wanna show up all hot and make him realize what he missed.

And beyond that...he was my first love and you never forget them...no matter how much you want to. It's not like you're still in love with them...you just think about them from time to time.

I REALLY want to go...but not by myself. I gotta get a girl to come with me...Niamh? Anika? So I don't look like a desperate loser.

What do you guys think??

Oh yeah, I wanna get my nose pierced this weekend. A cute little stud. I think it will detract attention from my huge honkin nose. . I finally have jobs where I can have piercings so I'm gonna get them now. At caddi56's shop, of course. Won't that piercing look super hot??

Edited to clarify things a bit:: I should have been a little clearer...it was more of a mutual understanding...I initiated the breakup (and he knew why) and he didn't bother to defend himself...if it weren't for his incessant flirting (it was really bad) I don't think I would have done it.
And also...I never dug that deep into it, because I moved right after...but I'm pretty sure he was dating that girl on the side...there were pictures of them making out on his site about 4 days after the breakup and a lot of people did tell me later he was cheating on me...hearsay, but signs point in the direction.....thanks buenosayres, i should have been clearer...