chrischick

Having a boyfriend really sucks sometimes...he can be really mean...

He was working and going to school all day, and I was waiting for him to get finished with everything so I could go over there and hang out with him. We have barely seen each other lately so I was super-excited to see him.

I was calling all afternoon and he never picked up...I kept leaving messages until finally his sis picked up. When I asked him why he wasn't picking up, he said (in a really assholeish tone) "I didn't want to talk to anyone."

I'm like...okay...

Then I asked him to hang out tonight- I told him that I would take him out to dinner and rent a movie-and right away he starts bitching about how he's tired and wanted to work out tonight...way to make me feel like shit, stupid boyfriend.

Maybe I'm overreacting but that really hurt...how would you feel if someone you really liked acted like it was a hassle to hang out with you? It fucking sucks.

He told me to come over anyway...I don't even want to go anymore. But I have nothing to do tonight and I don't really want to stay at home...

I think he really takes me for granted and doesn't appreciate me. He is very self-centered and can be incredibly insensitive. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a boyfriend.

So...my whole mood is fucked up...and I messed up my makeup crying...and my fucking day is shot...great.And no one's online...I guess I'll just give my dog a bath...

I should have just kept sleeping today.