Well well well.
I am a total loser...I've been on this website Makeover-A-Matic, and it's so addicting. I'd look really good with stick-straight long hair with long bangs, blue eyes and MAC Lure-X LipGlass. Hahah. Just for fun, I put my dad's pic in it and gave him a fro and makeup, with a sombrero. Yes, they have sombreros. When I have some more time (not that unlikely considering I'm still unemployed), I will post the pics up. They are pure fucking comedy.
I don't even want to talk about the job hunt because I always seem to jinx myself. But I will say that I've had two more interviews and that I haven't felt all that down (like I was before) since then.
We'll see, I guess.
Today is the BBQ! I'm so excited! Summer and unemployment disorients me and I never know what day it is. I woke up today thinking it was already Friday, and was incredibly disappointed to find out that it wasn't. Dammit. I'm trying to figure out what to bring. I want to impress all you SGOC'ers with my impressive cooking skills, but knowing my lazy ass, I bet I'll just sleep in and barely have time for anything.
I'm gonna go shopping for something to wear later on. Woo-hoo! I like finding hot new clothes, although working at ZARA has permanently put me off from clothes shopping South Coast Plaza. I usually only go to MAC and Sephora anyway.
Gotta look hot to represent the SGOC!
Yay! Annabelle is back! I was worried that she wasn't gonna make it tonight, but my worries were unwarranted...I'm so stoked to hang out with you, babe!
And I finally get to meet Anika! Although, I am a little worried...I can be shy in person when I am nervous or don't really know everyone. I mean, I kinda know people...but Internet knowing and real-life knowing is different. The only person I've hung out with in real-life other than the Ice Cream Social is cynicminded.
I don't know if I can stand up to the hotness that is Annabelle, Anika, and Niamh (and those are just the ones I can think of!!!!). Was there a prerequisite SGOC "hot girl" test that they were given to be let in? Fuck, no one called me.
So forgive me, if I'm all shy and dorky. I'm like, outgoing once I get to know you. I probably will be a loser, watching TV and playing with unravled's dogs and Niamh's ferrets while everyone is outside drinking it up and having a great time whilst I am feeling inadequate.
Somehow, I just never feel cool. I'm incredibly anxious about tonight as a result. ARGH!!!!!!
Maybe a new MAC lippy will give me some confidence.
::Insert social anxiety HERE.::
I am a total loser...I've been on this website Makeover-A-Matic, and it's so addicting. I'd look really good with stick-straight long hair with long bangs, blue eyes and MAC Lure-X LipGlass. Hahah. Just for fun, I put my dad's pic in it and gave him a fro and makeup, with a sombrero. Yes, they have sombreros. When I have some more time (not that unlikely considering I'm still unemployed), I will post the pics up. They are pure fucking comedy.
I don't even want to talk about the job hunt because I always seem to jinx myself. But I will say that I've had two more interviews and that I haven't felt all that down (like I was before) since then.
We'll see, I guess.
Today is the BBQ! I'm so excited! Summer and unemployment disorients me and I never know what day it is. I woke up today thinking it was already Friday, and was incredibly disappointed to find out that it wasn't. Dammit. I'm trying to figure out what to bring. I want to impress all you SGOC'ers with my impressive cooking skills, but knowing my lazy ass, I bet I'll just sleep in and barely have time for anything.
I'm gonna go shopping for something to wear later on. Woo-hoo! I like finding hot new clothes, although working at ZARA has permanently put me off from clothes shopping South Coast Plaza. I usually only go to MAC and Sephora anyway.
Gotta look hot to represent the SGOC!
Yay! Annabelle is back! I was worried that she wasn't gonna make it tonight, but my worries were unwarranted...I'm so stoked to hang out with you, babe!
And I finally get to meet Anika! Although, I am a little worried...I can be shy in person when I am nervous or don't really know everyone. I mean, I kinda know people...but Internet knowing and real-life knowing is different. The only person I've hung out with in real-life other than the Ice Cream Social is cynicminded.
I don't know if I can stand up to the hotness that is Annabelle, Anika, and Niamh (and those are just the ones I can think of!!!!). Was there a prerequisite SGOC "hot girl" test that they were given to be let in? Fuck, no one called me.
So forgive me, if I'm all shy and dorky. I'm like, outgoing once I get to know you. I probably will be a loser, watching TV and playing with unravled's dogs and Niamh's ferrets while everyone is outside drinking it up and having a great time whilst I am feeling inadequate.
Somehow, I just never feel cool. I'm incredibly anxious about tonight as a result. ARGH!!!!!!
Maybe a new MAC lippy will give me some confidence.
::Insert social anxiety HERE.::
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niamh:
Ok. I'm gonna leave in 2 minutes. You have my number?
calle:
You're so fuckin' hot you don't have anything to worry about. I wish that I wouldn't have been a pussy and been at theBBq right now instead of writting to ya. But I didn't have anyone to go with and I was a total pussy and didn't want to show up alone.... Anyway- Hope to meet you soon.