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Guilt is the new black.
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devildoll:
Let's go!!! Can we get discount passes?
chrischick:
I think if we grab the LA weekly or something....we can go to Bang! and look super duper hot!
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This insomnia is getting to me.
I no longer feel that I am awake or sleeping.
I am just. . . . . .

And I start thinking.

about.

How cool it was that I found "Lullaby" by Chuck Palaniuk for $4.98 at Barnes and Noble today.
How hungry I am.
I miss my friends.
My ridiculously high phone bill.
Me being exhausted but not...
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elements:
Us Insomniacs have more issues than lack of sleep. . .

Some Advice:

- It's too late for "Jerry" (guy from work?), b/c you've built him up too much and will only be disappointed when he doesn't turn out to be what you had hoped for - then you'll get depressed b/c you'll wonder why you can't meet anyone worth anything

- MASTURBATION is your new sleeping pill. . .it is seriously the only way i get to sleep some nights (mornings-5,6am, you know)

- Another method: lay on your back, close your eyes, and put yourself into an environment that makes you feel relaxed (like on the beach). then flex your toes back toward your head for about ten seconds, (while keeping the rest of your body relaxed), then let go and relax. when you let go - imagine the negative energy, stress, etc. dripping down into the ground/bed. Then stretch your toes out the opposite direction (pointed toes) for ten seconds, relax, and imagine it all dripping away.
Then do this for the legs, the stomach/lower back, chest/upper back, arms, closed fists/outstreched fingers, chin-to-chest/chin-to-ceiling, and finally face-stretched-out(mouth open wide)/face scrunched.
This works every time. In fact, most people don't even make it to the arms before they're passed out. Just remember to keep the image in your mind of the relaxed environment, and consciously imagine the stress, etc. melting away.

-Be Cool, Go to School . . . and learn and shit.
xanaxboy:
Miss ya Chris. Come over and say "hi" okay? smile
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sillyzebra:
it was those damn fries.... ewwww
sillyzebra:
bedtime...i sleepy... night
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frown
blackeyed
puke

...

Tonight would be a good night for junk food (animal-style fries from In-N-Out, a gigantic coke and Gardenburger buffalo wings, to be precise), a sweet ass horror movie (the Horrible Dr. Bones) and some cuddling.

Food...doable.
Movie...doable...(sitting on my floor)...
Cuddling....um....err....frown

I would settle for some good times with a friend though.
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devildoll:
Love the new profile pic. No wonder I smooched you that night!
sillyzebra:
u still sick ???
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Ugh.

Show was crazy last night. Too many people.

Security boy still being stupid and lame.
Fuck him.

I am broke until Friday.

My cd player is still on the fritz.

And to top it off, I am fucking sick. My brains are leaking out of my nose and I sound nasal when I speak.

And I miss my friends.

Ugh.
Double ugh.

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m_bethany:
poopie head... that jerry guy is an ass.

I want to help you feel better and take care of sicky-poo Chris! When do you want me to come visit?

I am getting my hair done on tuesday... so excited. And then I be a brunette and no more blonde for awhile... so excited!

So sorry about the CD player... may I suggest you get a cleaner for it first before you dismiss the unit? My ex-roomie is having issue with hers too so just try that and THEN look for hookups. I might have one or two... I will check.

You do not have to hook me up with tickets, I just want to see you. Would love to party with you soon. So call me when you are feeling better! I will come down to see you.... just need to change the oil in my car. kiss But I love you.

And I want to make you feel better! How about I have a crush on your sexy little cute ass? Does that help... cuz it is true in a lukewarm loving fuzzy way. kiss kiss kiss

feel better love.
~ the angel* wink
vlo:
hey i still feel sick too..my fuvking cough wont go away..then i had a late nite with aries...so the sickness came back with the stuff that leaks out of my eye!! gross frown feel better. and aries said there is a tatto convention in oc this month...next week kiss
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So...I had an extremely craptacular/extremely sad/extremely fun night...but first a little background.

A few of you know about the security crushboy from work...but I guess I never took the time to explain the sitch in my journal.

To make a REALLY long story short, I met an awesome guy named Jerry who works security for our sister venue, the Malibu Inn- he works my venue...
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skylar:
no clue..that's wierd..I haven't been on this thing in a bit...I don't have internet in my room anymore..and when I get access to it..I forget my password, cause I had to change it...
elements:
Hey you,

you LOVE to vent, and that's great, but. . .
lots of guys out there sweets, especially outside
of the OC.
But, it is cool to meet someone cool here. . . I
know the feeling.
P.S. Anika's right, ignore and he'll come to you => it's all psychological and shit.
That's a bad start though, so. . .maybe not the right guy, or more so - not the right Time.
wink wink confused wink wink

[Edited on Oct 09, 2004 3:16AM]
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Whoa.
I am quite the busy bee lately...

Went and saw Aries's man, Karmahitlist play in Hollywood the other night with some SG peeps...met Tegan (SOOO gorgeous!) and hung out with Skylar, Wahine, Jujubee, cute and shy SG BillieJoe and of course, the unimitable EricAllen. Crushboy Carlos and Vince came along too...it was a rollicking good time.

Speaking of EricAllen...
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troublemaker:
yeppers. I'm gonna check out tribe as well
troublemaker:
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sillyzebra:
ok now im really going to bed...night
elements:
Hi.
where the hell'd you get that ND shit??
new to the OC crew,
any advice??
-elements
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I totally fucking love my job. There's nothing better than leaving work with a smile on your face, as corny as it is...

Um. Deftones RULED MY WORLD the other night.

Setlist for the 3 people who care:

Hexagram
Feiticiera
Nosebleed
Engine No.9/Wicked
Birthmark
If Only Tonight We Could Sleep
Korea
MX
Around The Fur
Change (In The house Of Flies)
Lifter
Root
New...
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xanaxboy:
So tell us what you REALLY think!!! LOL, glad you're having fun CC. See ya soon, much love sweetie love
jhoneilmc:
Weeee cant wait to see themsmile
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superscott:
not wed. but next wed we're playing.
xanaxboy:
You rock, they rock...simple wink
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So...I was talking to SillyZebra this evening and I have decided that I want a half-boyfriend. I have no time for a real one. Shit, I barely have time to SLEEP as it is. My school, work and social schedule don't leave much time for a relationship.

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eurisko:
i want to see that movie too. id go with you but there is that whole distance thing. and yeah english muffins are good with jam and butter. i had one today with pizza sauce and cheese on it, and i toasted it. like mini muffin pizza. it was tasty. made up for the lack of jam in this house.
eurisko:
well consider yourself loved as well. itd kinda suck because you wouldnt have anyway to find out if anything happened to me or not. but im so glad nothing happened.
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Beavis and Butthead marathon on MTV2.

Guess that philosophy paper ain't getting written tonight.


Weird thing I do:

Sometimes I will make a huge, delicious meal that will take me like, 40 minutes to make. And then I decide I don't want it and throw it away.

Tonight...I made a Yves veggie burger on whole wheat with Jarlsberg cheese, tomatoes, onions, avocado and BBQ sauce...
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sillyzebra:
if its sunny go down to laguna ...

smile
eurisko:
i love beavis and butthead marathons.