chokedheart

"I don't want to belong to any club that will accept me as a member."
Groucho Marx


"I have no time for lies or for fantasy and neither should you. Enjoy or die."
John Lydon aka Johnny Rotten

My heart has a hole the size of my heart.

The beast in me
Is caged by frail and fragile bonds
Restless by day
And by night, rants and rages at the stars
God help, the beast in me
The beast in me
Has had to learn to live with pain
And how to shelter from the rain
And in the twinkling of an eye
Might have to be restrained
God help the beast in...
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lonliness is like a prison...

memories and drinking don't mix well...

Today I had my first japanese class. I wanted to learn the language for years, but never got my lame ass up. Now I started it and I think it'll be great! It seems to be difficult, especially the signs (they got hiragana, katakana and kanji - kanji's got about 50.000 signs which even most japanese don't know all of). But it's great - doing...
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On Sunday there'll be elections in Germany. You can see the politicans' dumb faces everywhere, hear their silly talkings everywhere. Which doesn't really help to decide who to vote for. I just know whom I'd never vote for: the conservative CDU, the neo liberal FDP and the rightwinged NPD/DVU assholes. The rest? In a way, they all suck. That's the thing about politics, maybe not...
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Laugh and the world laughs with you
Cry and you cry alone"
Oh-Dae Su in Old Boy