chokedheart

It's time for an update. I was super busy the last week. Everybody seems at this time of the year. Actually it wouldn't be necessary but people seem to get crazy when x-mas is drawing nearer and nearer. So I walk through this town, through the snow, watching some dumb idiots throwing out their money for expensive garbage, christmas songs everywhere, people drinking glow wine in the streets, everybody pretending that they care about each other, at least this time of the year. But nobody cares about the bum lying in the corner, getting his ass frozen. So mendacious...

Yeah, we have a white x-mas this year. The last time we had that I was a child. Back then christmas was a magical thing for me. And it was the birthday of Jesus. Today it's just a commercialized thing and I don't care about the church anyway. The rate of suicides rises every year at x-mas. Not surprising to me.

And then there will be another new year soon. I haven't finished with the current one so how can I really head over to new year? Well, it's about a week 'til then and in the end I'll bury this year six feet deep in the backyard. Taking a gulp of whiskey and spittin' on the grave. Welcome another fuckin' year in my life. Hell-o!

But I still have that if-you-fuck-me-I'll-gonna-fuck-you-much-harder-smile on my face. A broken heart and a broken nose but as long as I have a bottle of gin....

I wish you all great x-mas! Have fun and spend some time with people you love!