Wow I can't believe how much the time has flown!!
I've been thinking of writing this blog so many times and never managed until now!…but anyway,in the end here it is!
Plenty of things have happened since last one…for example I had the biggest pleasure of seeing my set on Front Page!! That was pretty amazing! :D Sorry if it took so long to me to officialize a big big THANK YOU! To everybody that has and is supporting me! I am enjoying being a suicidegirl,is amazing! Even if there's a part of me that still struggles to believe it!
On other news,yes, my son has born! :D
He's almost 3 months now, and filling my life with joy!
Giving birth has been quite an experience I have to say! Well,obviously O.o…I have been lucky because it all happened so quickly so I didn't get to stand the pain for too long, but the adventure part of it was that it happened two weeks earlier than expected and since I didn't get any braxton hicks contractions before, we taught my real ones were just a preparation to what would have come later in a couple of weeks time.
But nope! They all of a sudden become much worst and much closer to each others we had to rush to the hospital and we didn't even make it!!
Yep baby is born in the hospital car park lol without any pain killer or oxygen available for me phew!
Everything went good anyway, luckily there were no complications and now I get to have a story to tell and feel like a hero ahah!
That said, being a mum is woow! Is another world completely…I feel like my life has changed so much and from one day to the other. I've been always wanting to have kids,and I still want two more :) so I am somebody who loves kids,but seriously I couldn't even imagine how good and how intense the whole thing is ^^ I understand now it is just something you can't imagine until you experience it.
I'm in love with my little one,and is that kind of love that doesn't ask for nothing in return,makes me feel good! Even if it is wonderful and tough at the same time…this guy has stolen all my time,and I mean ALL! And so many sleeping hours…he never wants to lie on his own, I have to hold him 24/7 ah my poor back! :P and one of his favorite games is pissing on my face when I change him lol …but then he smiles at me and I just melt and I'm ready to start it all over again!! <3
What I find more difficult is that I have been forced to slow down with photography…I taught nothing could stop me, I actually shot a set the very day before giving birth.. sooo I taught I was invincible!! But ahi nope, I was wrong…for the first whole month I couldn't even think of opening my laptop ^^ Now things are getting slightly better,at least we discovered he had some food intolerances and adjusting my diet we gotten rid of the colics that made him cry so much, in fact I'm here writing a blog,which is an improvement!
But still, I have stuff to edit and I can't wait to see it done and I feel so slooooow! :P I actually have to thank the girls from last shootfest for being so patient waiting for their sets from me…still have a couple to finish,@meerkat_ @tindz @salliss, will do my best…probably before next Christmas they should be ready… O.o :P lol I'm joking! (@salliss I kept you last as I know you have lots of stuff to submit already!)
Talking of which,let me update you guys on this note!
I had 6 sets going into MR since last time, and they are all doing pretty amazingly good! :P
In time order:
c'est la d'or, from @viking that yay made it to Front Page!
shining through with @whiskey_ that misses just a few more votes to get to 1000 <3 go and have a look at it!
checkmate from my italian fellow @rika , I love that set,still wishing it gets bought eheh:
angel eyes from angelic @mikaul which believe it or not has been another Front page huh!!
warm heart from @amyrose that is doing great but still waits for a bit more of your warm comments…
And cotton candy from @felis_ that has been in review just a couple of days and is over 1400 <3 already..mmh smell so badly of Front page again in my opinion!! eheh
I also had the pleasure to go and shoot for two new hopefuls: @binx_ and @amethyst_ and their sets will be in review in May and June. One of the two: Autumn lust from Binx is part of a little project I have to shoot one themed set for each season…I just finished editing the one for spring as well and will send it very soon… here are the previews:
Soft time from Amethyst:
Autumn lust from Binx:
And Spring lust from the very beautiful @viking!
Now, who wants to shoot with me the winter and the summer ones??! :)
Then my sister came from Italy to visit me and baby,we had lots of fun together and shoot 3 sets for her :D one of which is going to be on SG as well as she'd like to join the community and hopefully became a suicidegirl! Ah that was awesome,shooting for my sister,can you imagine? :P No preview of the sg one yet! She will have to queue for my slow editing I'm afraid! ^^
This is her:
Isn't she very pretty?? :D
What else? My body is pretty much back to its original shape,which I'm so thankful about! But there's a bonus, boobies are double the size now! :D lucky me!
I wanted to post a set as a model I shot a while ago with @maquerelle…but she happened to have a newborn as well a bit before me ^^ so well I guess I understand the situation and I will just have to wait! ^^
I will attend next London shootfest in July,and I already can't wait!! Miss shooting so much! So if you'd like to have a set taken from me get in contact and we'll organize every detail in advance!
Well..that should be it for now…hope next time won't be so far away! kisses!!
