chobitz7

Oh wow.
interesting few days.
I began looking into myself and realized how creepy and insensitive i have been... it is horrible knowing all the freaky shit ive said asking stupid questions and all that.
Its awful, ive been reclusive and antisocial for the past 9 months and all bounderies are blured and even non existent.... i miss when i wasnt a douche or desperate for emotional and sexual affection, so anyway, ive been trying to apologize to everyone i could, if anyone here has been a victim of this sort of behavior from me, please tell me, i want to try again, im so sorry.

Also i came out to my closest friends and my Mother about my bisexuality.
friends were cool
Mom cried for a bit but cooled off, she is sick right now so she is extremely emotional.

Ugh, im awfully lonely alot, i need to stop cutting myself off from the real world, but what can i do here?
I hate eveeeeeeryyyyyyyyyything right now