I'm sick, and I'm hating everything today.
I hate having a fucking cold all the time. I hate not leaving my house for days because I feel like shit. I hate not having anyone to take care of me. I hate that writing that line will prompt strangers to comment "I'll take care of you" even though it is pointless and meaningless. I hate not having any money to pay my bills or my rent. I hate that writing that line will not prompt anyone to comment "I'll pay your rent for you." I hate being stressed out, I hate strangers, I hate pretending to be nice. I hate not being able to taste because my fucking sinuses won't unclog. I hate not having a washer and dryer. I hate my body aching. I hate my shower being broken. I hate hate hate feeling like this.
I hate having a fucking cold all the time. I hate not leaving my house for days because I feel like shit. I hate not having anyone to take care of me. I hate that writing that line will prompt strangers to comment "I'll take care of you" even though it is pointless and meaningless. I hate not having any money to pay my bills or my rent. I hate that writing that line will not prompt anyone to comment "I'll pay your rent for you." I hate being stressed out, I hate strangers, I hate pretending to be nice. I hate not being able to taste because my fucking sinuses won't unclog. I hate not having a washer and dryer. I hate my body aching. I hate my shower being broken. I hate hate hate feeling like this.
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I don't know if I'm a stranger or not, I have been less then 3 feet away from you and I have been reading your journals for some time now. But you know if I did live close to you I would come and take care of you, not because I want something out of it, but because I want to be your friend and you deserve to have some one take care of you. and if I had the money I would pay your bills.
I hope you feel better.