chiquitabonita

and so begins my slow descent into the land I am afeared of...emotionland! I got kidnapped after work yesterday...pornstar guy brought me to the beach for a walk...then he calmly stripped to boxers and went swimming. I had forgotten that some people actually are fearless with a lust for life. it's actually kinda liberating...I used to be ballsy and brave. I blame dating for knocking it all out of me. and car accidents. the flowers are sitting in the middle of the kitchen table, I can't pass them without stopping. why is it always so amazing when someone is nice to me? the cuddling is great, and getting better...and he let me keep his coat...for any excuse to come back. I'll stop gushing soon, I promise...sorry guys...

so poetry freebie-w.b. yeats-when you are old...

when you are old and grey and full of sleep,
and nodding by the fire, take down this book,
and slowly read, and dream of the soft look
your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep.

how many loved your moments of glad grace,
and loved your beauty with love false or true,
but one man loved the pilgrim soul in you
and loved the sorrows of your changing face.

and bending down beside the glowing bars,
murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled,
and paced upon the mountains overhead
and hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

Allied, glad grace, baby!

article 10 made a fantastic offer for halloween...it's in the SGCT group files...