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I haven't seen my ex in nearly 3 years and I still have vivid dreams about her. She was hard to deal with and not nearly affectionate enough for me. Her mood swings and lack of motivation always troubled me. That's why we broke up. I wanted her to figure herself out. She did and in the process cut me out of the picture.
No matter how bad things were, she did accept me for who i was. Sometimes, I wish i could have done the same for her. I have no idea if it would have worked out, if i had...but I feel regret and fear. Fear that I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone. I'm not perfect, I have issues that'll scare the average person away in a heart beat. I know she would have stood by me, but now I have nothing.