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I don't write blogs. I'm not one to express my feelings in an open forum at all. No ones around tonight, so here it goes...
I've been really stressed lately because of work and it's really affecting evey part of my life. The end of next week, I'm getting laid off from a job I've been at for nearly 11 years. I could use a little break, but the thought of not knowing what is coming up next has put me in this funk. I feel sad, stressed and defeated at the same time. It's been a struggle to drag my ass to work every day lately and I just want to come home and have someone there for me. I need someone to tell me it's going to be okay. But right now, I don't have that, so the hurt just throbs until I fall asleep. I know all this stuff will pass, it always does. I just don't like feeling out of sorts like this.
All I can say is thank god for my cat, he's the one thing that can still make me smile.