chipawah

"Or am I just caught in that age bracket that doesn't know what to do with their lifes? " from your previous entry. im 2 years younger than you but living the same dilema right this moment. why, just this past weekend, i had a lengthy discussion with a friend of mine that involved this same topic. should i just keep plugging away at this shitty job in this shitty area and smile when people ask how im doing? should i continue to be unhappy and dissatisfied until i finally become used to it and it evolves into a form of happiness? is there something out there somewhere that im 'destined' to do? i mean, fuck, i work at XEROX for fucks sake, running a damned oversized printer. gah. its frustrating not knowing what to do with your life.

i think my situation might be more of a restlessness thing than anything though, as im extremely eager to move again. but really, the question boils down to : what exactly am i looking for? im pretty sure i could adapt to any given environment, so its not like moving really changes anything. new people? not likely, as i cant stand 99% of people i come in contact with. new job? dont need to move to find that! questions inside of questions. where is a real pyschic/fortune-teller when you need one?

maybe. hahah. luke30 is riding a motorcycle so he'll have to remain semi-sober. ha! me on a motorcycle. i'd shit myself!