Where to go and what to say? Most of my crappy month is now behind me. So, I am hoping that was my three bad things for the year, and not just this month. I think it'll end up adding a few more grays to my goatee thingie. It certainly didn't help my blood preasure any.. Whatever myth that is supposed to be. This weekend I think I'll just relax and not go out. Maybe I'll clean up the house it can certainly use it. And, that always puts me into a better mood.. Funny how it works like that.. The guy who hates everything to do with domestic living, actually enjoys it when I get around to it. Plus most of my friends are avoiding me right now, afraid my bad luck will rub off on them.. Damn bums! heh.
I really need to work on this whole friend list thing.. Down to only two people that are still active. I could always post on various people's journals. Or change my picture back to a Fraggle or maybe a Zombie Bunny this time. The scary bearded nice guy look seems to keep people types at bay. Hey! It could be worse.. I could take a picture with my hair down and tongue hanging out.. But, then I'd only end up talking to death metal fans.
I miss being in my early 20's with no cares in the world. The raves and friends for a weekend who's name I never knew. I miss not caring about people I hooked up with for just the purpose of hooking up. I miss being in shape, even if it took lots of hyper making, fat burning drugs. I miss being able to stay up all night and go straight to work from some club or warehouse rave. I miss having weekends off.. I miss having vactions. I miss having nothing to do but pass out for 20 hours and wake up wondering where I am.. I miss living for not living to see 30.. But, I think I miss the most.. Is barely being able to remember being young. Days of when hanging out at someone's house and doing nothing was entertaining. Remember those? Now if you go out it has to be for a reason.. Or have plans involved. Christ it's like people won't even come over unless I tell them there's a planned cookout. It's truely amazing how your life becomes so inverted the older you get. Or am I just caught in that age bracket that doesn't know what to do with their lifes?
I'm not normally a sap like this.. But, I just woke up from a nap and not thinking like I'm supposed too..
I really need to work on this whole friend list thing.. Down to only two people that are still active. I could always post on various people's journals. Or change my picture back to a Fraggle or maybe a Zombie Bunny this time. The scary bearded nice guy look seems to keep people types at bay. Hey! It could be worse.. I could take a picture with my hair down and tongue hanging out.. But, then I'd only end up talking to death metal fans.
I miss being in my early 20's with no cares in the world. The raves and friends for a weekend who's name I never knew. I miss not caring about people I hooked up with for just the purpose of hooking up. I miss being in shape, even if it took lots of hyper making, fat burning drugs. I miss being able to stay up all night and go straight to work from some club or warehouse rave. I miss having weekends off.. I miss having vactions. I miss having nothing to do but pass out for 20 hours and wake up wondering where I am.. I miss living for not living to see 30.. But, I think I miss the most.. Is barely being able to remember being young. Days of when hanging out at someone's house and doing nothing was entertaining. Remember those? Now if you go out it has to be for a reason.. Or have plans involved. Christ it's like people won't even come over unless I tell them there's a planned cookout. It's truely amazing how your life becomes so inverted the older you get. Or am I just caught in that age bracket that doesn't know what to do with their lifes?
I'm not normally a sap like this.. But, I just woke up from a nap and not thinking like I'm supposed too..