chinowski

i had given up my quest for a person to make mwhol, for a life of celibacy seing no one suited to myself.

so of course you wandered into my life, and we on the first date we made out in plain sight of all the bar patrions and then went to my frinds house ans couldn't wait and made awekward love there.

you told me you had to move to California a it was a lifelong dream, and i would not be left behind, so i left my 69 volks bug and college destination for an adventure with you.

we tried through all to be one soul, but i guess no magic could make it so.

i miss you and hold no grudge.

i sing an mormorial song on our grave and wish you well.

and now once again i reconstruct my life, celibate for now, and ponder if i would dare offer my heart to annother

what other option is there?

really?

being solitary is nice in that i can read and do things i alone like, but,,,,

backrubs, soulscrubs, and kisses and dancing in grocery stores

are they worth having this pain again?

i hope yes.